I have a problem...
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I have a problem...
When I am mad, whether it's at others...myself....or just plain upset about something, I hit myself....hard....It used to make me feel better...but now as things have progressed it takes more and more times for me to hit myself for the feeligns of anger to go away....usually I slap myself as hard as I can and as many times as I can...and if I start feeling dizzy I'll hit other parts of me too...one time I bruised my leg...I know it's wrong..and I want to stop now since it's not helping that much anymore....so yeah....prayer would be nice.
:angel:
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Into the water. Into the truth. [color=Yellow][color=DeepSkyBlue]In your reflection, He lives in you." - He lives in you chorus[/color][/color]
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Soon will come, Soon will last. Wait." [color=Yellow]- Wait (sweeney todd) [/color]
Into the water. Into the truth. [color=Yellow][color=DeepSkyBlue]In your reflection, He lives in you." - He lives in you chorus[/color][/color]
"Slow, love, slow. Time's so fast. Now goes quickly, see Now it's past!
Soon will come, Soon will last. Wait." [color=Yellow]- Wait (sweeney todd) [/color]
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bakura_fan - Posts: 1289
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i will be praying...give it to Him...everytime you get angrey...take the time to stop and pray....
I used to "Follow" Him because i had to....now i would give everything to follow Him.
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Swordguy - Posts: 834
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do your parents know about this? :[ maybe you should talk to them or another elder you can trust. try writing in a journal or playing a game or ANYTHING besides hurting yourself. self-injury can be very dangerous if left untreated -_- I'll pray for you.
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AngelSakura - Posts: 1430
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I'm praying for you Bakura_fan. Please don't hurt yourself. Pray and things WILL go better. If your angry, punch a pillow, not your head. Shout into a pillow if you want.
Everything will be fine my friend, take care.
Love you and God bless
Everything will be fine my friend, take care.
Love you and God bless
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CephasWhite - Posts: 1090
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Right, whenever you get angry and feel the need to express it, do it in a healthy way. Hit a pillow, the bed, something that won't cause physical damage. If you really need help stopping, talk to someone that can help. Always stop and pray and hand everything over to God. If you can't, then pull out a Bible and read. pray for scripture to ease your pain or anger. Talk to God, but also let him talk to you. I hope things get better and i will pray for you. God bless!
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fire_senshi - Posts: 17
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bakura...you know...i do the same thing to...i know i need to stop too...i'll pray for you...
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"The advice I like to give young artists, or really anybody who’ll listen to me, is not to wait around for inspiration. Inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you are not going to make an awful lot of work. All the best ideas come out of the process; they come out of the work itself. Things occur to you. If you’re sitting around trying to dream up a great art idea, you can sit there a long time before anything happens. But if you just get to work, something will occur to you and something else will occur to you and something else that you reject will push you in another direction. Inspiration is absolutely unnecessary and somehow deceptive. You feel like you need this great idea before you can get down to work, and I find that’s almost never the case." - Chuck Close[/color]
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c.t.,girl - Posts: 1428
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I'll definatly pray.^^
happy go luck monkey!
akai tsuki wo nagameteta kara nakitai hodo boku no fuan wa
itsumo kioku no katasumi ni kasabuta mitai ni nokoru yo
itai kurai kirei datta kedo hikari no naka no boku no kage wo
ano takai kanransha de dareka ga waratta ki ga shita
hitsuji no kigurumi wo kita mama yaseta otoko no ko ga odokete
haku iki wo shiroku sasete inoru youni te wo awaseta
ano ko to sora no aida ni wa toumei na nanika ga aru kara
kitto negai wa todokanai sukoshi samuku naru yuuenchi
nanimokamo uso ni naru daremo inaku naru
boku no naka no boku wo itsuka katai GARASU bin ni tsumete
hi no ataru niwa no kadan ni koneko to issho ni umeyou
mizutamari ni utsuru kao wa tsumetai ame de gushagusha ni
chigireteitta ato ni tada no iro ni kawaridashita yo
maboroshi no BERU ga nari keshiki ga kasumi daseba
nanimokamo uso ni naru daremo inaku naru
boku no naka no boku wo itsuka katai GARASU bin ni tsumete
hi no ataru niwa no kadan ni koneko to issho ni umeyou
mizutamari ni utsuru kao wa tsumetai ame de gushagusha ni
chigireteitta ato ni tada no iro ni kawaridasu yo
yasashiku gin'iro no ame ga machi no subete ni furisosogu
michi no haji de sagashiteita boku wo yatto mitsuketa
isu no ue ni hana no ue ni ashi ga nai roba no senaka ni
komakai ame ga furisosogu boku no ue ni mo _____.
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akai tsuki wo nagameteta kara nakitai hodo boku no fuan wa
itsumo kioku no katasumi ni kasabuta mitai ni nokoru yo
itai kurai kirei datta kedo hikari no naka no boku no kage wo
ano takai kanransha de dareka ga waratta ki ga shita
hitsuji no kigurumi wo kita mama yaseta otoko no ko ga odokete
haku iki wo shiroku sasete inoru youni te wo awaseta
ano ko to sora no aida ni wa toumei na nanika ga aru kara
kitto negai wa todokanai sukoshi samuku naru yuuenchi
nanimokamo uso ni naru daremo inaku naru
boku no naka no boku wo itsuka katai GARASU bin ni tsumete
hi no ataru niwa no kadan ni koneko to issho ni umeyou
mizutamari ni utsuru kao wa tsumetai ame de gushagusha ni
chigireteitta ato ni tada no iro ni kawaridashita yo
maboroshi no BERU ga nari keshiki ga kasumi daseba
nanimokamo uso ni naru daremo inaku naru
boku no naka no boku wo itsuka katai GARASU bin ni tsumete
hi no ataru niwa no kadan ni koneko to issho ni umeyou
mizutamari ni utsuru kao wa tsumetai ame de gushagusha ni
chigireteitta ato ni tada no iro ni kawaridasu yo
yasashiku gin'iro no ame ga machi no subete ni furisosogu
michi no haji de sagashiteita boku wo yatto mitsuketa
isu no ue ni hana no ue ni ashi ga nai roba no senaka ni
komakai ame ga furisosogu boku no ue ni mo _____.
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chibi_chan - Posts: 633
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Hurting yourself only makes your inner pain and anger temporarily go away. Tell everything to God -- exactly why you're angry, and say it aloud to Him. Confession to Christ will help far more.
I'll pray.
I'll pray.
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Rogie - Posts: 2975
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i see whyh you hit yourself, to concentrate your thoughts onto something else, but there are other alternatives! Such as prayer! I'll be praying!
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Mr. SmartyPants - Posts: 12541
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Hurting yourself only makes your inner pain and anger temporarily go away.
Not only that, but it usually makes things worse.
I will keep you in my prayers. My advise is to just find other methods of releasing pain or anger... what really works well is just talking about it. If you have someone close that is willing to listen, just let it all out. Sometimes an open ear is the best medicine to our souls. If you feel you have no one to talk to, feel free to contact me. Just remember there are always other ways of releasing pain. Anyways, I'll keep you in my prayers.
"A merry heart doeth good like a medicine.." Prov 17:22
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The word 'impossible' isn't in my dictionary... but I don't really have a dictionary you know? - Eikichi Onizuka.
Sorry, but I stop being a teacher at 5 o'clock. - Eikichi Onizuka.
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agasfas - Posts: 2341
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I'll pray for you too Bakura_fan
Absence is to love as wind is to a flame. It extinguishes the little, it ignites the great.
Life is a test. It is only a test. Had this been real life you would have have been instructed where to go and what to do.
When i argue with reality I lose.....But only 100% of the time.
Once you've decided on a course of action, only you can finish it. As long as you remember that, there's nothing you can't accomplish.
Life is a test. It is only a test. Had this been real life you would have have been instructed where to go and what to do.
When i argue with reality I lose.....But only 100% of the time.
Once you've decided on a course of action, only you can finish it. As long as you remember that, there's nothing you can't accomplish.
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Kura Ookami - Posts: 766
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thanks everyone....I havn't been mad lately to know how i'll handle the situation...I've been quite happy and at peace....I just hope it stays that way....cause I'm afraid that if I get mad enough I'm gonna do something that I will really regret later on in life....as timid as I look, I know that the anger I have can get the better of me and i can get violent. I feel sorry for my plushes and pillows that I used to throw around the room and smack. and when I did that...I still got hurt because I don't have much upper body strength and I sprained my arm before. Like...I'd still have so much anger but I'd be worn out and not able to do anything after that...except get even more mad. If I compare both methods time wise....the self injury is still a faster method of releasing my anger then hitting anything else.
:angel:
[color=DeepSkyBlue] "He lives in you. He lives in me. [/color]He watches over everything we see.
Into the water. Into the truth. [color=Yellow][color=DeepSkyBlue]In your reflection, He lives in you." - He lives in you chorus[/color][/color]
"Slow, love, slow. Time's so fast. Now goes quickly, see Now it's past!
Soon will come, Soon will last. Wait." [color=Yellow]- Wait (sweeney todd) [/color]
Into the water. Into the truth. [color=Yellow][color=DeepSkyBlue]In your reflection, He lives in you." - He lives in you chorus[/color][/color]
"Slow, love, slow. Time's so fast. Now goes quickly, see Now it's past!
Soon will come, Soon will last. Wait." [color=Yellow]- Wait (sweeney todd) [/color]
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