Please pray for my dear friend L. She was just released from the hospital yesterday and is now on hospice at home. This is a lot to take in for both of us. Doctors said there are no more treatments to help her and she only has a few more months left.
The hospice nurse was at her apartment yesterday doing her intake. There was talk about making hard decisions. Will be receiving counseling as to what to expect and how to cope with everything. My friend talked about making me the one to make the hard decisions if she cannot. I am not sure I am ready for this. She's such a fighter and has such life in her --it's hard to cope with the fact that I may be losing my dear friend this year.
Lots of grief and shock. Lots of tears between both of us.
Please pray for my friend. That she will have peace about this. That her pain will be well controlled. That she and I will make the most of the time we have left together.
This is so very hard.
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