I can't lie to myself and say that there weren't specific reasons that highly motivated me to become an actor. And if these reasons were indeed the catalyst God chose to spur me into action, then so be it. But as it stands there are specific things I would like to accomplish in the next few years, and one thing in specific that I would love to attain. I suspect highly that this thing is directly connected to God's plan for my life... but maybe the way I want it to happen isn't exactly what God had in mind. Maybe if I would just keep my mouth shut and go about my business... but I can't. I do have strong desires in my heart, and no matter how much I try to repress them, they just won't disappear. So, I continually ask God for it, to the point to where I would ask he even heavily consider altering his plans, and granting me this request instead.
The request is personal. It would also greatly impact my career and give me one important open door that will ultimately be necessary for achieving my true dream someday...
...but outside of the business portion it would honestly make me really happy, and give me the chance to do what I love 24/7.
The Bible says that where two or more are gathered in unity and prayer there is victory. Whether God says yes or no in the longrun, I'm ready to show him just how very dead serious about attaining this.
Note that the technicality of this actually occurring has a 100% impossibility rate.
Yet I ask, if you don't mind, shooting a prayer or two my way about this matter. At the very least, that God will give me continued direction and show me the next big step I need to take in my career.