I'm addicted to anime porn

[roadoffew]

Update: It looks like I'm not entirely out of the woods yet. I recently looked up the wrong stuff again.

It in part has to do with X3watch partner of mine. He never brings up the subject. So it looks to me that I will need to get a new one. I can use to emails with x3watch. If anyone would like to become my accountability partner, pm me.

[Nightshade X]

I was recently brought out of the stuff again... and this time, I want to stay away. I just realized that it's not worth losing out on my future marriage. I don't want my future wife to go through the kinds of things I would inflict upon her and the only way to ensure that is to walk away... which is what I did.

Please pray for me, so that I don't walk back into it.

[Seppuku]

i'll pray for u man,

i had the same problem before, i truely hated it.
i still get tempted from time to time i kno u can do it man. just keep fighting it off.

[Mimiru14]

I'll be praying for you..i go through that kinda stuff too

[roadoffew]

Update...........

same old same old. Days that I win and days that I lose. keep praying. thank you.

[Jingo Jaden]

I will continue to pray.

[jieshi]

Have you read a book called "every young mans battle" or "every mans battle"? I found that these christian books are really helpful for dealing with these sort of issues. Check them out and they will teach you about combating this stuff

[Jack Bond]

A lot of us go through these problems and I find them to be the hardest habbits to break. You have a strong will and you can stop the addiction. Trust God and do everything you possibly can to stay away from the temptation. I'll be praying as well.

Try to distract your mind with others thing than thinking about it. But of course I will pray for your new problem.

That's actually a very good idea, and I think it works. Get a time consuming hobby or something.

[roadoffew]

Update:

Yeah so it's been a long time since I've posted on here. Well it was at first because I was doing alright but I've been stumbling again. I have a few ideas of where this change as come from. possibly from staying at my apartment by myself to study. Not searching Strongly after God is another thing. It is so easy to lose track of God in this world of exams, research papers, friends, and God Of War....Yes...God of War, the game, has distracted me alot too.

And here is some advice for others who are struggling with this same thing. In the heat of temptation we can chose not to see what it really is that we do when we look at hentai or porn. Our own morals and forgotten when we give in. We were given a passion to fight and to fight for what is right. When God has revealed to us what is wrong we should hate it with a burning passion. So much that we can not become clouded by our own flesh. In my last episode, or whatever you want to call it. I had looked up hentai sex games. I had clicked on one. Hours later I thought back on the game. I came to a disturbing realization that what the game was based on was a type of activity that I have extremely strong convictions on and even a burning anger toward, not the mention it is sinful. That is how strong your flesh can become if you let it control you. Take control of your flesh, through God's help.

Well, keep me in your prayers. Thanks to all who have talked with me and prayed with me. I love you all.

[Ryupower]

YaY!!!
See, it's just the stupid flesh, don't listen to it!
( thanks for posting that, btw, as it may help others as well )

I'll continue to pray for you bro
^^
congrats!

In Christ we are conquerors ( sp! )

[Jingo Jaden]

In my prayer.

[roadoffew]

I am in a pit right now. I went from weeks of no porn to porn everynight. I am a mess right now. I need prayer so much right now.

[Jingo Jaden]

In my prayer.

[Tenshi no Ai]

I'll be praying... just don't ever give up on seeking God, especially during times like this, "for NOTHING is impossible with God"....

[K. Ayato]

*Hugs* I'm here for you, buddy, and I'm still praying.

[Kamakazi]

I need serious prayer. I am ignoring the holy spirit when it says i'm looking at something i shouldn't. I had three post its of scpriture on my computer screen and i still did it. I need help. I even have x3 watch on my computer and I'm still struggling. I need help!!!

yeah, I've struggled with this too. I think all men have. They way I got over it was I told my cadre leader about it. (a church group leader that deciples me). he prayed for me, told me not to do it again, and I haven't done it since. lol. actually. if you want more advice, my church pastor did an entire series on purity. you should check it out. LINK

don't fall into a loop where you think you're getting out of sin, and don't tell anyone. where you pray at an alter , and say you've overcome it. then only to have it come flying back again at you to make you feel like a complete failure. do not fool yourself. if this is you, I want you to know I've gone through the same thing. you cannot overcome it unless you tell someone about it though." let there be no dark corners of your life" I had been falling into that same thing for an entire week. each time I failed the test, I'd come back to god. and I'd hear him say. "YOU CANNOT DO IT ALONE" that whole week It was one long series of repeats. until... I told my cadre leader about it ( much like you just did in this thread). I had to get it out into the open, and he prayed for me. I haven't done it since.

remember: your body isn't yours. it's jesus's, so don't treat his body badly.
my pastor told us about 2007
2007 is the perfect year. in many scriptures, 7 is a holy and perfect number. this year will be a year without sin. but that does not mean a year without testing. Its up to us to push past all the obstacles that will come our way during 2007. and to see how far we can go.

another link to same church, different generation

I hope this helps.

[Warrior 4 Jesus]

You make great points Kamakazi, but I'm a bit wary of your comment: This year will be a year without sin.

The only year without sin will be in Heaven.

[Kamakazi]

You make great points Kamakazi, but I'm a bit wary of your comment: This year will be a year without sin.

The only year without sin will be in Heaven.

yeah, that's kind of a hard coment to make over the internet. that's what my pastor said, and I think god told him that. this year, I've been tempted, but have not been overcome by sin. I intend to keep it that way. this includes calling up my cadre leader to ask for prayer against being overcome by it when I feel the need.

(I'm tired. I don't know what to say. maybe I'll re-write this part right here tomorrow)

[Rogie]

Actually, let's not get this thread off-topic into debatable territory. Offer prayerful, supportive comments only.

[K. Ayato]

Hey roadoffew, I got the book I was talking about and finished reading it (Sex Is Not the Problem (Lust Is) by Joshua Harris). I'll send it out to you this weekend.

[kyoto]

Man I know how you feel I realy do I'll pray for ya, I too strugle with the same stuff and its hard to let go with certian sin LUST would be the sin in my life to so lets pray for each other , In fact I'll pray for everyone that struggles with this. Jesus has never let me or any other christian that I know down and I dont think you would be the frist.

Love in Christ,
Kyoto

[ICE-rocks]

Ugh I can't hide it anymore. I also have the same problem. I'm just afraid to talk to anyone about it. for 3 years I kept it a secrete. But this year I have been trying to pull myself away but just can't, I'm in too deep. Iv'e tried everything. I can't even look at people the same way. So if you guys could also pray for me. (All I'vr thought of is suicide) so If you could (I'll pray for you guys too) I would apreciate it.

thanks.

[Jingo Jaden]

I-r I will pray for you too.

[Ichigo_89]

I've been too ashamed to post this before, but I really need help and prayer. I've been struggling with hentai manga and the M word. At least every week, sometimes 3 times a week. So please pray. One of my best friends is really into hentai and I've sort of been passive when he'd try to find "the good stuff" when me and other buddies are over on Friday night, but it just tempts me again after I've been clean for weeks. It's too easy...

[Gritz]

I need serious prayer. I am ignoring the holy spirit when it says i'm looking at something i shouldn't. I had three post its of scpriture on my computer screen and i still did it. I need help. I even have x3 watch on my computer and I'm still struggling. I need help!!!

I feel ya. I struggle with the same thing. Only more real porn than anime porn but still. I'll be praying for ya. I need it too.

[K. Ayato]

roadoffew, I sent the book out to you on Tuesday. You should be getting it in the mail soon. Hang in there, bro.

[Tsukuyomi]

I'll be here for you (hug). Just take it day by day, you'll do it!!!

[roadoffew]

Hi guys. Sorry I haven't updated in so long.

well as of right now things are beginning to look up. Yes, I've been still stuck in porn and masturbation, but I'm starting to put up my defenses again. Like to night I was almost going to look up somethings again. But instead I checked to see if anyone responded to my post on another thread of a similar topic. Well here reply it me so hard that the idea of looking up porn didn't fly out the window.....it was speared out by the holy spirit.....WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmm......not sure what will become of this thread now. Let me know what yall think. Take care guys, and God bless

[angelofdarkness]

i know that struggle full well, and the are times when i too fall into temptation
sorry this is a late post (havent been here in months) i guess one thing and i dont know if they have told u this but put a picture of god where u can see it and when ever u feel weak look at it and just do something else. i agree spend less time online when my pc died i was mad ect. but i knew it was good for me so yeah. il be praying for you ok and never give up.

[Blitzkrieg1701]

I'm right there with you, friend. You've got my prayers.