last time, i was very down. I think it got worse right now because there are some bad things that I don't care anymore. My grades are dropping quick but my conscience has lost will to study harder. I've had a pathetic childhood, and I've kinda lost trust in my parents' love. btw, when i say this, it's not an assumption. I state this from how I've been raised.
Simply put, I'm losing care about myself. My bad situation last time was better than now. Things aren't getting better.
pls pray. i need more confidence and enthusiasm in college and life itself.