Postby allpayedatcross » Wed Jul 05, 2006 4:02 pm
heh, I did a report on the dangers of pornography, ironicly my reason why was because of something that happened to me as a young lad......
I was a 11 then, and I was what some would call a "late bloomer". I often got mocked because apparently kids thought I was gay, something about the way I was back then. ANYHOW so one night me and my parents were watching this movie, unfortunatley my parents were unaware that the movie they had choosen that night would forever impact and change my life.
I can still remember the movie's title, but I wont put it here for the sake of not spreading temptation around. anyhow so while we were watching the movie seemed to be a little werid and out in left field, but overall okay. that's when it took a nose dive. In a matter of 2 seconds, this seemingly innocent movie became a sexual grabage heap. I was young and curious then, my parents told me too look away, so I did, but being a young boy who did not know of this world called "sexuality". Being the curious boy I was I decided that when my parents wern't looking I'd sneak the tape out and fast forward to that part we'd seen that night where my parents told me too look away. Forever since then I have regreted that decission.
I very easily became addicted to this new thing I'd discovered, often time when my parents left and I was alone I'd pull out that tape, fast forward, and play, rewind, repeat. I was living in hell.
My troubles didn't escilate until about a year later. I'd stopped that thing with that movie at this point, something about it made me feel dirty and icky, I didn't understand why, because I had never really dived into the bible before, sure I'd gone to sunday school, I knew the golden rule and all that stuff, but I'd never met Jesus.
anyhow one day that year I was fiddeling with an internet connection, something newer to me. suddenly a wild thought crossed my name, "why not type in "_____" I'll leave it blank for the sake of blocking temptation. Anyhow, I typed in that word into the URL box and suddenly a pornography site flashed up onto my screen. I WAS STUNNED. I hurridely hit the X button, flabergasted at this. a little later the addictive chains raped around my kneck again, and I eventually wandered into the dark land we speak of here.
It's a constant struggle for me, just a few days ago I fell off the bandwagon again, seems its so easy too, just one click and your their, tis a dangerous world.
I'm thinking of writeing a book one of these days, its title would be
"Pornography: a drug dealers drug of choice"
Society dosn't rank porn up with drugs, but I think it definately deserves it, its got all the signs and traits of a drug
1)its addicting
2)its destructive- it literally changes the structure of someones brain.
3)it will eventually cause an inablity to have sexual interaction with one spouse.
4)it is fatal, it destoys the soul
mabey I'll post my report here some time, I think we need to get the word out about what this stuff does.
In the mean time please pray for me.
"But I tell you that
anyone that looks at a woman
lustfully has already commited
adultury with her in his heart"
(Matt. 5:28)
"But God demonstrates his own love for us in this:
While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."
(Romans 5:8)
"Jesus answered, "
I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.""
(John 14:6)
A child who is allowed to be disrespectful to his parents will not have true respect for anyone.
~Billy Graham
God proved His love on the Cross. When Christ hung, and bled, and died, it was God saying to the world, "I love you."
~Billy Graham
http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/authors/b/bil
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