I've tried to learn about every religion I can, but I found that there have always been the ones that I just can't believe. In the end though, because I've studied so much everything I believe is pretty scattered...
Over the years, I've found that Christianity isn't the best for me...I've tried but I just can't. I believe some fundmental things but some other things just don't 'click' with me. Plus I've read so many of the gnostic gospels and other books from the times that it seems like things almost contridict each other or don't make much sense...
I wanna make sense of everything, but it always seems like my friends or other beleifs just get in the way...I mean, I believe in a single god (never thought about gender, etc) But my thoughts are so scattered about the afterlife or wether that god can actually interfere with people's lives...
*SHRUG* Someone just help me out? I'm not even sure if prayes will do any good, but I'm willing to take a shot...