Hello everyone. This is my first post and introduction to this forum. I'm not really sure what to say, so I'll just get right down to the point.
The main reason why I'm posting this is because I want to know if anyone is having or has had the same issue I'm dealing with. I am Christian, but long before I gave my life to Christ I was pretty much obsessed with anime and the whole shabang. I never got into hentai or that stuff, Thank God, but that was my life. Then when I gave my life over to Christ, about a week afterwards I talked to my youth pastor's wife about my obsession, because I felt like anime was controling me. She told me to take down all my posters in my room and stay away from it for at least a week, and that is what I did. I pretty much took it out of my life.
Now, what my problem is the fact that I still like anime, but I feel as if I shouldn't because I seem to get obsessive about it and leave God out of the picture. I have been to Otakon for the past maybe 5 years and with each passing year I hurt God more and more as I go against His will and leave Him at home for the weekend...I was into anime before Him so I guess I think that I don't need Him after. Last year I decided to go back to Otakon and try to witness to people, but even with that motive, I brushed that aside and just did my own thing. I want to go back again, but I feel as if I need to stay away from it all to keep myself from getting too obsessive again.
I think I need to learn this lesson in life before I move forward to my next goal, going to college at ICU, International Christian University. There, I will be surrounded by all my dreams and passions I have had for as long as I can remember, and I need to learn how not to get obsessive with it now before I hurt God even further.
If anyone can offer any advice I'd be grateful for it.