I have been struggling recently, expecially today. though I am not totally sure why. I guess its a mix of things. My faith is going through an undelation (sp) like what C.S lewis talks about in Screwtape letters. So I have been struggling to make my faith more then just a chore...but more like a faith. Also I have suddenly been terrible burdened for a once good friend of mine, we stopped talking a while back and our friendship didn't end on good terms, but suddenly I can't help thinking about him. Wondering if he is ok...and really worried about him out of the blue. So I ask prays for him. just in case something really is wrong. other then that I have been weirdly sad...not depressed just sort of out of control today. crying over...everything uncontrollibly...it was weird.
so other then asking for prayers I wanted to share what helped me get through it all.
Romans 8:18
I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us.
2 Corinthians 4:17
For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.
as well as the song shout to the Lord and I belong to you (superchick)
I belong to You:
everybody needs to belong somewhere
life can feel so alone without someone who cares
and when life becomes something just to get through
that's when i'm glad that i belong to you
i belong to you i belong to you
you're the one who will never let me down
won't let me down
i belong to you
sometimes life brings more pain than we can bear alone
when hope is gone and i have no strength to stand on my own
when nothing helps there's nothing that i can do
you surround me and show me i belong to you
when love is gone, there's no arms to run to anymore
i'm all alone there's no one for me to live for
letting go of the things i've always clung to
that's when i need to feel that i belong to you