I'm moving back home today... My brain is flooded right now, I can't quite place everything in its right place... I am going to be away from the people I've been around for over a year, and unlike the year I spent in azusa, I actually really connected with people here... Leaving this dorm and going back to my parents wasn't exactly what I wanted to do... Anyhow, my brain is sorta mush right now, I can't think straight, and I can't think of what to do once I sit for a minutes... If I get idle, I stay that way and I get stuck... This is sorta an extension of my last thread, the one I started in september...
I just feel like I want to die right now... I really feel like my whole world is coming to an end... After tomorrow, I won't have anything... That's the way I feel... The last of what I had to hold onto after the big bad event in september... I'm having to let go of that. I can't quite take it...
I know I need to see a psychiatrist... I need medicine, I'm almost sure, but that will just be something in my life that binds me again... I feel like my life ended september 2nd... My brain is just catching up to that...
Today is the three month anniversary of my return from Oregon... The trip that really was the start of everything that's happened in the last 3 months... And, on the anniversary of that day, i go home. Exactly the LAST place i wanted to end up, particularly after last Christmas...
Pray... I guess...
I'm moving back home today...
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I'm moving back home today...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evcNPfZlrZs Watch this movie なう。 It's legal, free... And it's more than its premise. It's not saying Fast Food is good food. Just watch it.
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Bobtheduck - Posts: 5867
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From reading your other thread, I think the situation is something many can relate to. Perhaps moving back home isn't the most ideal situation, but you never know, maybe this will help you in the long run by giving you the time to think and clear your thoughts. Maybe?
I wish you the best of luck and that everything works out for ya. I'll be sure to keep you in my prayers.
I wish you the best of luck and that everything works out for ya. I'll be sure to keep you in my prayers.
"A merry heart doeth good like a medicine.." Prov 17:22
The word 'impossible' isn't in my dictionary... but I don't really have a dictionary you know? - Eikichi Onizuka.
Sorry, but I stop being a teacher at 5 o'clock. - Eikichi Onizuka.
The word 'impossible' isn't in my dictionary... but I don't really have a dictionary you know? - Eikichi Onizuka.
Sorry, but I stop being a teacher at 5 o'clock. - Eikichi Onizuka.
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agasfas - Posts: 2341
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Dear Healing God,
Please give Bobtheduck comfort and clarity of mind. We ask that you heal him and give him peace. Amen.
Please give Bobtheduck comfort and clarity of mind. We ask that you heal him and give him peace. Amen.
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“My name is Ozymandias, king of kings:
look on my works, ye mighty, and despair!â€
[i]Two vast and trunk-less legs of stone stand in the desert. Near them, on the sand, half sunk, a shattered visage lies. Round the decay of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare the lone and level sands stretch far away. On the pedestal these words are inscribed:
“My name is Ozymandias, king of kings:
look on my works, ye mighty, and despair!â€
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Anna Mae - Posts: 1663
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I will be praying.
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meboeck - Posts: 1311
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Well for one thing, I'm gonna be baiting people at the APU chapels... I'm gonna get a CAA shirt and wear it to chapels, trying to fish for anime fans, see if anyone bites... That would be REALLY nice... Finding people who share interests is sorta hard for me...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evcNPfZlrZs Watch this movie なう。 It's legal, free... And it's more than its premise. It's not saying Fast Food is good food. Just watch it.
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Bobtheduck - Posts: 5867
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Anna Mae wrote:Dear Healing God,
Please give Bobtheduck comfort and clarity of mind. We ask that you heal him and give him peace. Amen.
Amen.
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