Lately I have no idea what to do. I've had faith problems ever since I can remember, but lately things have gotten rather bad. And I mean BAD.
My faith is so small...and it's really bugging me. I mean, originally I'd feel short on faith and really worry about it--but that was good. It meant I still believed. But now when I'm really not worrying...it really bugs me. And I know you can say I just went against what I said, but no, I didn't. It's like the only thing left telling me to worry is the Holy Spirit. It's like that's all that's left trying to stop me.
I keep having these thoughts like about not being a Christian anymore...I feel like crying, but it doesn't happen. It's like I don't care anymore, but deep down I know it's wrong.
I need help so much...I'm afraid I'm gonna lose faith...I feel so far from God. I can hardly talk to Him. If it's not too much to ask, could you please keep me in your prayers?