Volt's Past Chapter 1,2, and 3. (Mature Content Warning)

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The truth is.

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Yes This is the type of nonsense that got me attention.

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I got carried away.

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I did it because i have a crazy imagination and i wanted someone to listen to me.

[shooraijin]

Volt, thank you for sharing your testimony. I've spoiler-ized a few sections in your posts that might be harder to digest for some of the younger posters, but thank you for sharing your life in detail with us.

EDIT: I know you put Mature Content in the subject, which I appreciate ... this is just a little extra insurance. Your thoughts are still, of course, right there as you had originally written them.

[JediSonic]

Wow! Interesting life story! It's so cool how you've been given those gifts and figured out how to use them

Although, hopefully I did not miss anything by skipping over the "mature content" areas

[cbwing0]

I'm glad you finally shared your biography (it might even be longer than mine! ). I can relate to a lot of what you say, although I am sad to say that I am not yet comfortable with sharing my own experiences with these issues (mostly because they are ongoing ).

I will say that I also have the ability to adapt my personality to the situation, although I never viewed it as putting on different clothes, but rather as a demonstration of a stable personality trait that you might call "mercurial." In the same way, I view each of the different parts of my personality as a whole, which turns out to have both positive and negative consequences.

I admire your strength and courage in sharing so many personal things in your testimony. Pray that I have the same courage one day.

[Mave]

First off, I no longer worry whether someone betrays me, deceives me etc.etc Coz God will be there for me when the whole world collapses and I'll let God deal with their wrongdoings against me. I trust you.

Your sharing was a bold one and it opened my eyes to other ppl's experiences. While I have/had sexual struggles, God never allowed the demons to become too strong (guess He knew my limitations). My whole life I've been protected from evil spirits, demons and whatever minions of Satan and I'm very grateful coz I'm pretty weak.

However, I must share that I experience the same healing. There was a time my mind was completely filled with perverted stuff. Note this: This happened when I decided "This has to stop." I think Satan got upset that I was going to reject this sin so the loser must have intensified the temptation to make me give up. It was awful. I didn't want to think and wished to stop. I didn't see or hear demonic stuff but I know I was losing control of my mind.

In desperate cries and anguish, I cried "God, pls stop it! I don't want it anymore! I hate it I hate it. Save me!" For the time being, I ran away from any temptation....I kept my mind busy on something else. Praise God, I realized later on (a few days), my mind was cleared. I no longer thought of such stuff. I could discard perverted thoughts so easily coz something inside of me, rejects it straight away (Holy Spirit, is that you? Thanks! ^^). Like you did, I tested it...I tried to think back any perverted thoughts but it had no effect on me. MIND YOU: This does not mean you should test the Spirit. I was curious and one time is enough. The Spirit has done His job and is still protecting me until this day. So I'm free!!! I pray that Volt, as you, I and many others remain in the battle, let's hang on to the victorious side.

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Sigh, sorry again.

[Azier the Swordsman]

Very good testimony!

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Sorry for lying to you guys.