Hey HoS,
First, let me say that I'm so sorry that you're having to stuggle with something like this. I'm sure it's scary and confusing. Not that my apologizing will change anything, but, please, just know that my heart really does ache for you. *gives internet hug*
Next, I just wanted to say that I believe there are two possibilities concerning these dreams: 1) you like wolves and think about them alot. For that reason, you think about them. Dreams don't have to be something that you thought about the moment before you slept. For the sake of exanple, when I was probably 13, I was obsessed with becoming a doctor. I would watch all the doctor shows (except the really bloody onces where they completely cut people up) I could and I probably had atleast one medicine related dream a week for a very long time. 2) The other option is that Satan is pressing these thoughts on you to put a stumbling block in your way. Personally, I wonder that this might be the most likely.
HoS, darling, you are completely, one hundred precent a precious young woman, made in the image of a loving God. With the precious uniqueness that we are given as part of our molding in God's likeness, we're given the gift of individuality. Part of your sweet personality is the fact that you have a very tender heart towards animals. God does too, as a matter of fact (he takes note when a sparrow dies, afterall) so I'm sure that your love of his creation is special to him, and I respect you very much for your tenderness towards animals.
But because you identify and dream about wolves doesn't in any way make you a wolf, and, furthermore, I'm glad it's not possible. Afterall, as a human being, you're given the beautiful ability to be a friend of God's. No portion of creation is given that ability.
When you talk about snarling when you're mad, that doesn't mean you're a "werewolf" or anything to that effect. It just means that you're angry, that you find wolves powerful, probably intimidating, and a source of real strength. Furthermore, I know people who are obsessed with video games who snarl when they're mad. Don't get hung up on the snarling, alright, dear? I'm sure it's really not that important. *Osaka stubs her toe and begins shouting medical nonsense*
Don't obsess about "what the dream means". Dreams, excluding those given expressly by God for a purpose are just nonsense that your subconsciencious creates. If God was giving this dream as some sort of message and all these things that happened were supposed to have a meaning, you wouldn't be confused about it. My sister once had a dreams she killed our pastor. It wasn't that she wanted to kill him (infact, she loved him as much, if not more, than any of us). It was just a dream. When you start looking for meaning in dreams, you'll probably find more interest amongst new age type groups. It's all around a dangerous road to go down.
I'm not going to tell you to give up wolves. I can't tell you to do that, but I will tell you this: If I was having anime related dreams which were truly upsetting me-- I would give it up. I'm not saying you should do it because wolves are wrong or because you're necessarily obsessed, but the reoccurance of these dreams must tell you something about the importance of wolves in your life. Is this healthy? If you pray about it, and it's not something that you're led away from, so be it. I would never claim to know you better than God. But give it a lot of prayer, Heart. I want you to be free from these nightmares, and, if that involves giving up wolves, I would pray you would be willing to do it. Still, I won't condemn you for what you do. I will be praying for you, though, and if I you ever want to talk out of the prayer room or you think that I'm totally off base, PM me, okay?
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