Basically, over the last 6 months I have developed a heart for the children of India and Africa. Our church (organised by my mother) helps to support and run a children's home in India, and every year a mision team from our church travels to India to visit them and also to evangelise around India. I really want to go, but I'm not sure whether to go this year or next year.
I'm working this year, and saving as much money as I can, but I'm not sure if I'll have enough money by the end of the year. Also, I haven't been away from my family very much, and I'm worried that I'll be overwhelmed in this country full of poverty and suffering (I am easily moved by these things). So I thought maybe I'd be more ready to go at the end of next year. However I'm starting uni next year, and I won't be able to save any money, and I'm worried that with textbooks and union fees, I may spend the money I have already saved and not have the money to go next year.
So basically, I need to decide soon when I am going. If I am to go this year, I need to really save hard, and to book flights and things. I just really need to know what is right, so if you guys could pray, that would be great!