the rage has been subsided to just irritation
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the rage has been subsided to just irritation
ok...so you guys remember how i use to get little rage attacks? well...iono...now they're not as bad...well...sometimes they are...anyways...a few nights ago i got one...and i was watching TV with my parents...i had to leave the room...i went downstares and stayed down there...i just kept walking in circles...or around the couch...it seemed like whatever i would touch or would come in contact with...i would either hit or throw across the room...again...i'm frightened by this...i mean...is this how i'll be when i'm older?! i couldn't let myself be (mother) what i want to if i am to be like this...i love children...and some day...in the FAR future to have children...but...i'm afraid i'll be like this...i mean...i don't know...this just scares me...anyways...i was downstares and i was doing all that...then my mother comes downstares and starts asking me what i'm doing down there...i tell her that i just got really irritated by everything and had to leave the room...then...automatically she starts thinking that something is wrong...she thinks that every emotion is connected to a problem. i seriously didn't know why i was feeling like that! i mean i had no reason to! i still don't know what's going on with me...i mean...i started to feel hatred towards my mom and my dad and me and just everything... ._.;;; it scares me...and then...once again tonight i was feeling like that...but then it left...i started feeling like that during a chat with jim and indy...and then everyone left...and i was left talking to nicci(kumiko)...not that i don't like talking to her...it's just...well...iono...it doesn't seem like anything helps...;-; just...pray for me...
[color="DarkOrange"]"The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things... hey... the good things don't always soften the bad things; but vice-versa the bad things don't necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant." -11th Doctor
"The advice I like to give young artists, or really anybody who’ll listen to me, is not to wait around for inspiration. Inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you are not going to make an awful lot of work. All the best ideas come out of the process; they come out of the work itself. Things occur to you. If you’re sitting around trying to dream up a great art idea, you can sit there a long time before anything happens. But if you just get to work, something will occur to you and something else will occur to you and something else that you reject will push you in another direction. Inspiration is absolutely unnecessary and somehow deceptive. You feel like you need this great idea before you can get down to work, and I find that’s almost never the case." - Chuck Close[/color]
"The advice I like to give young artists, or really anybody who’ll listen to me, is not to wait around for inspiration. Inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you are not going to make an awful lot of work. All the best ideas come out of the process; they come out of the work itself. Things occur to you. If you’re sitting around trying to dream up a great art idea, you can sit there a long time before anything happens. But if you just get to work, something will occur to you and something else will occur to you and something else that you reject will push you in another direction. Inspiration is absolutely unnecessary and somehow deceptive. You feel like you need this great idea before you can get down to work, and I find that’s almost never the case." - Chuck Close[/color]
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c.t.,girl - Posts: 1428
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I will be praying for you. I remember having something like that when I was younger. It was a series temper problem, and I did not know how to deal with it except get angry and throw things. But then I took to heart a couple verses from the bible.
My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires. ~James 1:19-20
Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you. ~ Ephesians 4:31-32
Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret—it leads only to evil. ~Psalm 37:8
In your anger do not sin": Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold. ~ Ephesians 4:26-27
Do not be quickly provoked in your spirit, for anger resides in the lap of fools. ~Ecclesiastes 7:9
These verses helped me with my anger problems. They showed me that there are times when I am not to let my emotions become my master and I am to let my service to the Lord be my aim. His will be done not mine. Self control is not an easy thing to develop but with much prayer, determination, and time it is possible to develop. I did it, and you can to.
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding ~Proverbs 3:5
God Bless
HS5000
My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires. ~James 1:19-20
Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you. ~ Ephesians 4:31-32
Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret—it leads only to evil. ~Psalm 37:8
In your anger do not sin": Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold. ~ Ephesians 4:26-27
Do not be quickly provoked in your spirit, for anger resides in the lap of fools. ~Ecclesiastes 7:9
These verses helped me with my anger problems. They showed me that there are times when I am not to let my emotions become my master and I am to let my service to the Lord be my aim. His will be done not mine. Self control is not an easy thing to develop but with much prayer, determination, and time it is possible to develop. I did it, and you can to.
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding ~Proverbs 3:5
God Bless
HS5000
Live your life, love the Lord, and don't forget to laugh...
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holysoldier5000 - Posts: 771
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trust me...i've REALLY tried verses...but...it just doesn't seem to help...:/
[color="DarkOrange"]"The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things... hey... the good things don't always soften the bad things; but vice-versa the bad things don't necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant." -11th Doctor
"The advice I like to give young artists, or really anybody who’ll listen to me, is not to wait around for inspiration. Inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you are not going to make an awful lot of work. All the best ideas come out of the process; they come out of the work itself. Things occur to you. If you’re sitting around trying to dream up a great art idea, you can sit there a long time before anything happens. But if you just get to work, something will occur to you and something else will occur to you and something else that you reject will push you in another direction. Inspiration is absolutely unnecessary and somehow deceptive. You feel like you need this great idea before you can get down to work, and I find that’s almost never the case." - Chuck Close[/color]
"The advice I like to give young artists, or really anybody who’ll listen to me, is not to wait around for inspiration. Inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you are not going to make an awful lot of work. All the best ideas come out of the process; they come out of the work itself. Things occur to you. If you’re sitting around trying to dream up a great art idea, you can sit there a long time before anything happens. But if you just get to work, something will occur to you and something else will occur to you and something else that you reject will push you in another direction. Inspiration is absolutely unnecessary and somehow deceptive. You feel like you need this great idea before you can get down to work, and I find that’s almost never the case." - Chuck Close[/color]
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c.t.,girl - Posts: 1428
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As always, I'm praying for you, Chris. Keep your chin up, keep going. When things in life get dark, it's easy to become frustrated by the smallest things and just be consumed with anger and irritation...I understand because I've been there. If you haven't done so already, I highly suggest looking for relaxing activities, no matter how simple they are, and doing those as often as you can. If you can avoid even minor things that set you off, give it a try. *hugs*
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dragonshimmer - Posts: 1422
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c.t.,girl wrote:trust me...i've REALLY tried verses...but...it just doesn't seem to help...:/
Well it is not going to work if you give up on it. You got to get in there and fight this angriness harder then you have ever fought it before. You can’t win if you give up the fight. And sometimes you may fail at winning the fight, but so what. You ask God for forgiveness and get right back up and fight again, and do the right thing. Maybe no one else is doing the right thing, but you do the right thing. You be honest, take a stand, and fight this evil. After all God does the right thing, he saves you with his grace. Turn to Jesus and he will get you through, turn away and you will be left to fend for yourself.
One of the fruits of the spirit is 'self-control.' God promises that the Holy Spirit will help us grow these virtues, and God will do his part in helping you grow self-control, but you have to do your part. Be determined to win and God will help you win.
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other. ~ Galatians 5:22-26
Live your life, love the Lord, and don't forget to laugh...
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holysoldier5000 - Posts: 771
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I've been having little rages too...I got in an argument with my father that escalated into a fight (nobody was really hurt). It stinks. But my anger doesn't have an actual cause, either...it just happens. Maybe you have aspergers? (I don't. I already looked into it.)
Heart of Sword's Rhapsody
Money, get away
Get a good job with good pay and you're okay
And all and all you're just another brick in the wall
Shoutin’ in the street gonna take on the world some day
But Bismallah will not let me go
Because I'll see you on the dark side of the moon
Tommy used to work on the docks
Union's been on strike
Bright eyes burning like fire
And exposing every weakness
However carefully hidden by the kids
Who will love a little Sparrow
Who's traveled far and cries for rest
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
I've seen a million faces and I've rocked them all
And if the band youre in starts playing different tunes
We will we will rock you
We will we will rock you!
[Pink Floyd fan listening to Queen and hugging trees which is also known as taking care of God's creation with a pair of headphones on listening to Nightwish as loud as possible while writing a novel on a computer in the middle of a field filled with Wolves.]
[Bassist...finally learning Money]
Money, get away
Get a good job with good pay and you're okay
And all and all you're just another brick in the wall
Shoutin’ in the street gonna take on the world some day
But Bismallah will not let me go
Because I'll see you on the dark side of the moon
Tommy used to work on the docks
Union's been on strike
Bright eyes burning like fire
And exposing every weakness
However carefully hidden by the kids
Who will love a little Sparrow
Who's traveled far and cries for rest
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
I've seen a million faces and I've rocked them all
And if the band youre in starts playing different tunes
We will we will rock you
We will we will rock you!
[Pink Floyd fan listening to Queen and hugging trees which is also known as taking care of God's creation with a pair of headphones on listening to Nightwish as loud as possible while writing a novel on a computer in the middle of a field filled with Wolves.]
[Bassist...finally learning Money]
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Heart of Sword - Posts: 2201
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It sounds like a problem that has to be given to the Lord Jesus to take care of. Give it to Him and have faith that He will fill you and change your heart.
It is God that works in you to will and to do for His good pleasure.
He who called you is faithful, who will also do it.
Ask to be filled with the Holy Spirit, so that He can work in you the fruition of self-control. He will be faithful to give you that good gift.
If we, though we are evil, know how to give good gifts, then how much more will God give good gifts to those who ask Him? (paraphrase)
Enough advice. I'll pray for you, sister. Take heart.
It is God that works in you to will and to do for His good pleasure.
He who called you is faithful, who will also do it.
Ask to be filled with the Holy Spirit, so that He can work in you the fruition of self-control. He will be faithful to give you that good gift.
If we, though we are evil, know how to give good gifts, then how much more will God give good gifts to those who ask Him? (paraphrase)
Enough advice. I'll pray for you, sister. Take heart.
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Syreth - Posts: 1360
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I'm praying for you, Chris. 
Zar wrote:Praise God for all things awesome. Life ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But sanctify the Lord your God in your hearts: and be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason of the hope that is in you with meekness and fear:
-- 1 Peter 3:15
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Rogie - Posts: 2975
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automatically she starts thinking that something is wrong...she thinks that every emotion is connected to a problem. i seriously didn't know why i was feeling like that! i mean i had no reason to!
Perhaps you mom may have a point... because what other logical reason could there be for feeling rage? I'm not saying that it's necessarily caused by someone else... but perhaps it may be subconscious.
For me, these past couple weeks I've been enraged and I didn't know exactly why... it was just a feeling. Then one day my heart told me there were a few personal matters that needed to be taken care of in order for me to be happier and feel closer to the Lord. And until then I hadn't made those changes. I hated the person I saw in the mirror and that was enough for me to make that change.
I'm not saying that this is your case, but sometimes rage can be caused by many other things then just wrong doing by another. For me it was just personal matters that needed to be rectified. For others it's different.
Anyways, whatever your case may be, I will definitely continue to pray for you. I pray that God helps you find what is causing the rage (if there is something) and that He helps you overcome it. You are truely a child of God with a good heart. If you contiue to have that, I know you'll be okay.
"A merry heart doeth good like a medicine.." Prov 17:22
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The word 'impossible' isn't in my dictionary... but I don't really have a dictionary you know? - Eikichi Onizuka.
Sorry, but I stop being a teacher at 5 o'clock. - Eikichi Onizuka.
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agasfas - Posts: 2341
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ok...i just thought i'd say...i haven't felt like this for a while...so...things are going good. ^___^
[color="DarkOrange"]"The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things... hey... the good things don't always soften the bad things; but vice-versa the bad things don't necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant." -11th Doctor
"The advice I like to give young artists, or really anybody who’ll listen to me, is not to wait around for inspiration. Inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you are not going to make an awful lot of work. All the best ideas come out of the process; they come out of the work itself. Things occur to you. If you’re sitting around trying to dream up a great art idea, you can sit there a long time before anything happens. But if you just get to work, something will occur to you and something else will occur to you and something else that you reject will push you in another direction. Inspiration is absolutely unnecessary and somehow deceptive. You feel like you need this great idea before you can get down to work, and I find that’s almost never the case." - Chuck Close[/color]
"The advice I like to give young artists, or really anybody who’ll listen to me, is not to wait around for inspiration. Inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you are not going to make an awful lot of work. All the best ideas come out of the process; they come out of the work itself. Things occur to you. If you’re sitting around trying to dream up a great art idea, you can sit there a long time before anything happens. But if you just get to work, something will occur to you and something else will occur to you and something else that you reject will push you in another direction. Inspiration is absolutely unnecessary and somehow deceptive. You feel like you need this great idea before you can get down to work, and I find that’s almost never the case." - Chuck Close[/color]
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c.t.,girl - Posts: 1428
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let's pray that you continue to not have these rage moments again. ^____________^
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^_______________^ indeed
[color="DarkOrange"]"The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things... hey... the good things don't always soften the bad things; but vice-versa the bad things don't necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant." -11th Doctor
"The advice I like to give young artists, or really anybody who’ll listen to me, is not to wait around for inspiration. Inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you are not going to make an awful lot of work. All the best ideas come out of the process; they come out of the work itself. Things occur to you. If you’re sitting around trying to dream up a great art idea, you can sit there a long time before anything happens. But if you just get to work, something will occur to you and something else will occur to you and something else that you reject will push you in another direction. Inspiration is absolutely unnecessary and somehow deceptive. You feel like you need this great idea before you can get down to work, and I find that’s almost never the case." - Chuck Close[/color]
"The advice I like to give young artists, or really anybody who’ll listen to me, is not to wait around for inspiration. Inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you are not going to make an awful lot of work. All the best ideas come out of the process; they come out of the work itself. Things occur to you. If you’re sitting around trying to dream up a great art idea, you can sit there a long time before anything happens. But if you just get to work, something will occur to you and something else will occur to you and something else that you reject will push you in another direction. Inspiration is absolutely unnecessary and somehow deceptive. You feel like you need this great idea before you can get down to work, and I find that’s almost never the case." - Chuck Close[/color]
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c.t.,girl - Posts: 1428
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Glad your feeling better! 
I'm still praying for you!
I'm still praying for you!
Live your life, love the Lord, and don't forget to laugh...
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holysoldier5000 - Posts: 771
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I was wondering how you were doing. I'll keep praying for you.
[color="Red"]As a man thinks in his heart, so is he. - Proverbs 23:7[/color]
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Doubleshadow - Posts: 2102
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feeling...kinda...aggitated again...not as bad though...but...this time...it just makes me wanna cry...yeah...i'm trying, Lord...i'm trying to stay with you...i never wanna leave your side again...plz, Lord...stay with me...make me feel safe...
[color="DarkOrange"]"The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things... hey... the good things don't always soften the bad things; but vice-versa the bad things don't necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant." -11th Doctor
"The advice I like to give young artists, or really anybody who’ll listen to me, is not to wait around for inspiration. Inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you are not going to make an awful lot of work. All the best ideas come out of the process; they come out of the work itself. Things occur to you. If you’re sitting around trying to dream up a great art idea, you can sit there a long time before anything happens. But if you just get to work, something will occur to you and something else will occur to you and something else that you reject will push you in another direction. Inspiration is absolutely unnecessary and somehow deceptive. You feel like you need this great idea before you can get down to work, and I find that’s almost never the case." - Chuck Close[/color]
"The advice I like to give young artists, or really anybody who’ll listen to me, is not to wait around for inspiration. Inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you are not going to make an awful lot of work. All the best ideas come out of the process; they come out of the work itself. Things occur to you. If you’re sitting around trying to dream up a great art idea, you can sit there a long time before anything happens. But if you just get to work, something will occur to you and something else will occur to you and something else that you reject will push you in another direction. Inspiration is absolutely unnecessary and somehow deceptive. You feel like you need this great idea before you can get down to work, and I find that’s almost never the case." - Chuck Close[/color]
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c.t.,girl - Posts: 1428
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I'm praying for you, ct! I tend to get that way around certain people, and I don't know why. These are people I love and care about dearly, but I seem to get in a bad mindset around them a lot of times. It tears me up sometimes. I'll continue to pray for ya. Be strong!
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TrigunX89 - Posts: 1136
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i'll pray for you...
and remember that it says in Philippians 4:13
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"
GoD bLeSS!
and remember that it says in Philippians 4:13
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"
GoD bLeSS!
God has a plan for each of us
He wants us to fullfill
And He'll provide the strength we need
To carry out His will.
God bless..
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\ToT sonk yu, my sutan.
[color="DarkOrange"]"The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things... hey... the good things don't always soften the bad things; but vice-versa the bad things don't necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant." -11th Doctor
"The advice I like to give young artists, or really anybody who’ll listen to me, is not to wait around for inspiration. Inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you are not going to make an awful lot of work. All the best ideas come out of the process; they come out of the work itself. Things occur to you. If you’re sitting around trying to dream up a great art idea, you can sit there a long time before anything happens. But if you just get to work, something will occur to you and something else will occur to you and something else that you reject will push you in another direction. Inspiration is absolutely unnecessary and somehow deceptive. You feel like you need this great idea before you can get down to work, and I find that’s almost never the case." - Chuck Close[/color]
"The advice I like to give young artists, or really anybody who’ll listen to me, is not to wait around for inspiration. Inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you are not going to make an awful lot of work. All the best ideas come out of the process; they come out of the work itself. Things occur to you. If you’re sitting around trying to dream up a great art idea, you can sit there a long time before anything happens. But if you just get to work, something will occur to you and something else will occur to you and something else that you reject will push you in another direction. Inspiration is absolutely unnecessary and somehow deceptive. You feel like you need this great idea before you can get down to work, and I find that’s almost never the case." - Chuck Close[/color]
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c.t.,girl - Posts: 1428
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Here's a quote for you...
"Always do your best in everything you do,
and always trust in God for he will see you through."
~ Nozzels the Elephant from Jungle Jam
Still praying for you...
God Bless
HS5000
"Always do your best in everything you do,
and always trust in God for he will see you through."
~ Nozzels the Elephant from Jungle Jam
Still praying for you...
God Bless
HS5000
Live your life, love the Lord, and don't forget to laugh...
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