But my grandma still wants to move because of something that happened when we first moved in and my uncle he like critisizing her about it and so that makes her upset with me (cause that whole thing was my fault seriously by accident)
I dont want to move and she is mad at me because of it i dont like OKC and i only have one friend i left behind the first time i moved in like 7th grade and we still talk.
Also my church is here, my friends, and im used to it here.
If we move to the city we will have to live near my dad which just got back with his "dear little wife" who kicked him out i might add but now that he has a car she wanted him back, go figure well anyways he lives in the worst neighborhood ever there are shootings breakins and all that stuff and my grandma wants to live by him!!!
I wish we could have just kept my old house and rented it out at least it was in a half way decent neighborhood i mean honestly i do not want to live in a neighborhood where drugs and all that are i mean its rediculous but we gave most of our money to my dad a while back so we cant really afford a super nice neighborhood but i was hopeing that we could live in a nice neighborhood but is that even possible in okc anymore??
The perks of moving back to okc is that ill be closer to my sister and one of my best friends and ill be closer to jobs like maybe i could get a job at barnes and noble or mardels or something but the disadvantages are that i would be leaving two more of my best friends and i would be living in a bad part of okc (not super super bad just bad) also i would have to leave my church which i love its the best church ive been to i mean i know there are plenty of good churches out there but still i like this one im used to it ya know?
I know this is long but i just had to rant
Has anyone ever had this experience??
Please tell me what i should do!!
