Oh My God, Finally.
Ashley, you have no idea how long i've been trying to contact you, i can't post to your PM so i had to do it here, i't been what... 19 hours almost. i've been trying all day and night but i kept getting a 500 error. Please listen, i didn't know about djnoz merging my accounts and when all this wierd stuff hapened i didn't want you to think i hacked in and was changing stuff.
Please Ashely i'm on my knees, literlly i rolled my computor chair to the other side of the room and am typing on my knees, Please forgive me. I can't leave caa, i just can't, my world revolves around it and all it's members, that's why i keep coming back. all day at school i've been trying to contact you guys over what's been happening and i couldn't get a hold of NOZ or you or anyone. I fealt so helpless i went crazy. No one would answer my posts or pm's and when i tried to log in and check them, i kept getting 500 error after 500 error. over and over,
Oh god i'm so happy i was able to contact you, i need to go hug someone. this has taken me a long time.Please, i'm not hear to ruin your dreams...i don't know if you got all my pm's or not, i don't know what's been going on, no one would explain anytihng to me over this account thing. am i suppose to be banned, i saw that aquaboy wasn't and i assumed you forgave and got all happy, you don't hate me do you, if i really was a troll i would've given up a long time ago, but i did't, beacsue my heart pushes me here, and it always will, please show me murcy, and forgive, all i wanted was to start over clean, i'm begging you forgive me
i went crazy pm'ong all the mods i could find online about what was goin on and i still can't gain access to my aquaboy pms, so i don't know anything you typed my. I went thorugh all this just to be able to belong here, would a troll do that. I won't give up, i don't care if i have to write a book on why i should be forgiven, i will keep trying, i pray to god that you'll forgive me. i do have a purpose here, and you don't see it but i do, please forgive me.