Postby express » Mon Jul 07, 2003 8:13 am
Last night, pretty much the same thing happend as the first event I told about in this thread. It still heavily grieves me. However, at least this time, in some way, we both had a Bible in our hands. It ended kind of the same way as before but a little more calmer than before. She still tried to convince me that I was closing my mind, putting on my blinders, and she wanted me to accept that Jesus Christ was "a" way to God, that there are other ways to God, be it Mohammed or Buddha.
She claims that she was saved a long time ago and that God has blessed her since. She says that she has read the Bible cover to cover many times and that the Word is in her heart. But I can't believe it because she refuses to believe that Christ is the only way to the Father when the Word plainly says so.
Also, as for the tarot cards, she says that those aren't mediums, that mediums are only people (human sacrifice, etc.), and that is witchcraft (which she says she doesn't practice). She says I'm interpreting it wrong. But I can't believe that tarot cards aren't mediums. (Deuteronomy 18:9 NKJV). She still believes that she can go to God through that.
She says that only when I can go past the Bible and open my mind to other things will I know truth. But I can't accept that. I have the Truth right here, in God's Word. For Proverbs 14:12 says:
"There is a way which seemeth right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death."
I read her that, but she twisted it and said that it is true but that God works through others (prophets: Mohammed, Buddha) to get people to know Him.
I just want to tell you guys this not to complain and bash on my mother, but to show you all that the Light can't mix with darkness, not even the slightest speck.
My brother and I were talking for a long time afterwards, and he told me a phrase: "Playing the field." I realized that before I was saved that I was just like my mother. I was "playing the field". I know that "playing the field" usually refers to dating, but for us, it was about doctrine. Before, I would read about Taoism, Buddhism, well-known sayings, and knew a liitle about Chrisitanity. And I thought that I could pick and choose have an ecclectic collection of philosophies to follow. And that's how my mother and so many other people, even Christians, are. Praise God that He delivered me from that blaspheme and I only desire to follow His Word.
My mother still really needs prayers. I'm willing to pray and fast for as long as it takes. But I don't want it to be my own desire and will for my mother's true salvation, but God's Will. I just want to pray for God's Will to happen.
Please continue to pray for my mother and that God's Will will be done.
Joey