Postby sonichiro » Mon Jan 31, 2005 6:15 am
ever since i was little ive been sensitive to things happening in the spirit. my mom says ive always been that way. if theres something demonic happening in my house(particularily demonic movies) my whole body goes crazy and i get extremely sick and start to shake a bit. i believe that thats just Gods way to warn me thats its time to get rid of something. when i was little i would be plagued with demonic dreams and fear during the night, i used to think it was just nightmares that were natural for children to get but i know differently now. as ive been getting older my fear has faded because when ever i get terrified i just pray and i instantly have peace. last night i had a weird dream that scared me. i woke up and when i did i saw something in my room looking down at me, but it wasnt actually there(physically). if this is making sense to anyone. i could literally hear myself screaming at the top of my lungs and then i realized that i wasnt even screaming. but im telling you i could hear myself screaming. maybe i was hearing my spirit scream and physically i was too scared to make any noise. for some reason i forgot to pray. i cant believe i didnt pray! instead i curled into a ball under the covers and listened to my heart beat. i looked at the clock later on and it had been an hour and a bit since i had woken up and still i was terrified. i know that it wasnt just me, something spiritual was going on. it has to do with a commercial for a demonic movie coming out. i saw the commercial and i didnt pray after, i didnt cover myself in the blood of christ. i think thats what it was, i have to pray a bit and ask God to tell me what hapened. anyways just pray for me that it doesnt happen agian and that next time i see the commercial ill cover myself in the blood. allot of you probably think im craxy or something and dont understand what im talking about. thats okay. ps. i need prayer that i pass my geography exam tuesday.
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