Actually getting depressed.

[Heart of Sword]

For the first time ever, in my entire life, I'm actually toeing the line of depression. It started out as a sadness that I couldn't exactly pinpoint, now it's grief, and I think I'm getting depressed.

I'm snapped at a lot for what I believe in...because I'm not afraid to say it. That's one of the reasons. A few other things too that I can't say because it's not cool to talk bad about other members in public.

I know I'm going to snapped at for this like I always do, but...here it goes.

I'm getting depressed because of the slaughter that's being planned up north. I'm very passionate about animals, especially wolves...I live by those verses "Proverbs 12:10" and "Job 12:7-10." Look them up if you care.

I feel very strongly about these verses, and so have become very sad about the north's decision. I am not against hunting at all, but shooting from airplanes...is just something...that I'm entirely against. We all have our callings, and mine is the LORD's creation.


This may be trivial to you, but it is not trivial to me and this will not change no matter what anyone else says. It matters to me, and if it doesn't matter to you, then that's fine. Just please...don't bash me just because I feel this way.


Please pray for me. I've never been depressed before and don't like what I think it's going to feel like...please pray that God gives me the strength to deal with this terrible problem and that I don't fall into depression.

[Rogie]

I hadn't heard anything about that, but I, too, am an animal lover. And I'll pray for you, Heart.

[agasfas]

I'm snapped at a lot for what I believe in...because I'm not afraid to say it.

I just want to randomly say this...Hopefully it wont come out wrong. Don't ever be afraid to stand strong on your beliefs, but just remember to not always wear you emotions on your sleeve. Not that you can't show emotion, but just don't let others different beliefs or stance on issues get the best of you-- even if they snap at you. Life is too short to go around letting people always get you down. There are millions who share different beliefs then you.

You say you get snapped at a lot. Is it by random people or the same people over and over again? Because if it's my random people, then perhaps they may see that you are snapping first or stating your beliefs in anger. So in response that may also trigger them to snap. I've learned sometimes it's how one presents his/her ideas that determines how people react. It's okay to state your opinion, but it's also how you do so. Please forgive me for assuming... I got a hint from you saying "because I'm not afraid to say it" that made me think you perhaps present your ideas across differently. How are you stating your beliefs/stances? I assume that you may sometimes be stating them in a rash or harsh tone/manner. I know from experience that when one states things in a threating manner people will always react/respond the same.
(I'm not saying you do, just guessing)

My suggestion, like I've stated is just take things with a grain of salt. Stay strong in your beliefs, yet still remain mindful (not necessarily respectful if you're totally oppose it) of others. Again, if my assumptions are incorrect please forgive me, I don't have much to go off besides "because I'm not afraid to say it" , "I'm snapped at a lot for what I believe in", and "It matters to me, and if it doesn't matter to you, then that's fine." From that I can only assume that perhaps it's a bit both sided when it comes to the snapping part.

It's all about how we approach or present ourselves that determines the reactions we get. Many people we meet throughout life will have different stance or belief, just don't let it always get to you.

I'm just trying my best to get both sides to this situation. By no means am I saying your doing so or take my advice. Just throwing out a few opinions and options may help; prevent future snappings. Who knows...? Anyways, stay strong and continue to smile.

Depression is a sad fact of life... many face it at one time or another in their life. Whether mild or severe.
I will pray that you don't go into depression. Though, depression is not always a bad thing. There different type and degrees. The one you may feel seems to be one of sadness for the living creatures. And that's not a bad thing. It only becomes a problem when you start to change your regular routine and selfesteem or self-pity. But to morn for the living creatures is a bit different.
Though I will agree, I see nothing wrong with hunting, but it also saddens me to see people slaughter creatures in such way.

None the less, I will pray that God helps you through this. Hopefully this event that's happening in the North wont cause more depression. Hope you feel better soon. Let us know how things develop, take care.

[oro!]

I am sorry that you are feeling depressed, Heart of Sword. I will pray for you with experience, because i know what it's like.

[Mr. SmartyPants]

i will pray for you heart of sword

[Mave]

I don't really understand the whole situation but I'll pray that God's Spirit will comfort you in such matters.

[Syreth]

I'm really sorry you're hurting over this... I pray that God will give you a peace in this situation despite the things going on that are upsetting you.

[Heart of Sword]

Thanks, guys. I'm feeling a lot better now...

About what you said, Agasfas...no...it's only one or two people...I'm very careful about what I say so as to stay on good terms with everyone here.

Thanks again for all the prayers. I don't think I'll get depressed now, but I go through periods of grief about all this especially at night...I'll just lay there and stare off into space.

But don't worry. It will never, ever, ever come down to suicide, no matter how unhappy I get. You guys should probably soend more time praying for the people who've posted about suicide...don't worry too much about this one.