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Well, I think I'm going to go crazy! I keep on getting really depressed to where I almost want to kill myself. I feel like everyone hates me, and there's no point in living. But then a little while later I'm really happy and hyper, and I want to be out doing something. Like, so happy I can't control it. And then I go back to being extremely depressed. I'm just so confused right now. I almost think there might be something wrong with me, and I almost think about telling my mom, but I don't really want to. Because I feel like she either won't take me seriously, or she'll take too seriously. Or that I might end up telling her something I don't think I ever want to tell her. And, I keep on drifting away from God, and then coming back and feeling really close to God, and then drifting away again. I just don't know... I feel so confused about everything, I do't know what to do... But if I don't do something soon I'm going to blow up. Well, I guess I need some prayer...
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PrincessZelda - Posts: 1855
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I'll pray.
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Zelda, just remember, there are those who DO love ya. No matter WHAT you think. Plus, Jesus loves you, no matter WHAT do you. You can spit at Jesus, hit Jesus, slander him. He will still love you. I'll pray
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Mr. SmartyPants - Posts: 12541
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I will pray for you too Zelda! Just a quick question, how old are you darl? I had a similar experience in my early teens, though not to that degree. If it gets any worse, do talk to your mum. Mothers are full of knowledge and advice, and it often saves some heartache to talk to them. Anyway, I will continue to pray for you darl! 
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I'm no expert, and I know that some people use the word out of context, but it sounds like there might be a possibility of bipolar disorder there (someone correct me if I'm wrong). Your doctor would be able to tell you more, so I would suggest paying him/her a visit.
I'll pray.
I'll pray.
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Rogie - Posts: 2975
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Thanks guys. And, I'm 14.
And I had thought about that... That I might be bi-polar... But I don't know...
And I had thought about that... That I might be bi-polar... But I don't know...
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PrincessZelda - Posts: 1855
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That's what I'm thinking. But I'm no expert. *praying*
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Golden_Griff - Posts: 861
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Yep, Zelda, the time between the ages of 12 to (gee, I don't know) 16 are often really weird. There's just so many chemical changes going on in you that sometimes it makes you feel-- strange. It'll probably iron itself out in time. In the meanwhile, I'll be praying for you.
Every year in Uganda, innumerable children simply. . . disappear. These children all stolen under the cover of darkness from their homes and impressed into the guerilla armies of the LRA [Lord's Resistance Army]. In the deserts of Uganda, they are forced to witness the mindless slaughter of other children until they themselves can do nothing but kill. Kill. These children, generally ranging from ages 5-12, are brainwashed into murdering in the name of the resistance and into stealing other children from their beds to suffer the same fate.
Because of this genocide of innocence, hundred and hundreds of children live every night sleeping in public places miles from their homes, because they know that if the do not-- they will disappear. They will become just another number in this genocide to which the international community has chosen to turn a blind eye. They will become, in affect, invisible-- Invisible Children.
But there are those who are trying to fight against this slaughter of Uganda's children. They fight to protect these "invisible children." Please, help them help a country full of children who know nothing by fear. Help save the innocence. For more information concerning how you can help and how you can get an incredible video about this horrific reality, visit the Invisible Children home page.
Because of this genocide of innocence, hundred and hundreds of children live every night sleeping in public places miles from their homes, because they know that if the do not-- they will disappear. They will become just another number in this genocide to which the international community has chosen to turn a blind eye. They will become, in affect, invisible-- Invisible Children.
But there are those who are trying to fight against this slaughter of Uganda's children. They fight to protect these "invisible children." Please, help them help a country full of children who know nothing by fear. Help save the innocence. For more information concerning how you can help and how you can get an incredible video about this horrific reality, visit the Invisible Children home page.
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Mangafanatic - Posts: 4918
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I know how you feel, Zelda. I shall be praying for you.
[SIZE="4"][color="DarkSlateBlue"]God has called me to mission work in Paraguay and Brazil. I may return to CAA someday. God bless all of you![/color][/SIZE]
[i]Two vast and trunk-less legs of stone stand in the desert. Near them, on the sand, half sunk, a shattered visage lies. Round the decay of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare the lone and level sands stretch far away. On the pedestal these words are inscribed:
“My name is Ozymandias, king of kings:
look on my works, ye mighty, and despair!â€
[i]Two vast and trunk-less legs of stone stand in the desert. Near them, on the sand, half sunk, a shattered visage lies. Round the decay of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare the lone and level sands stretch far away. On the pedestal these words are inscribed:
“My name is Ozymandias, king of kings:
look on my works, ye mighty, and despair!â€
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Anna Mae - Posts: 1663
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Thank you.
*Sigh* I hate this. I have like, no one I can talk to about this that I know in real life....
*Sigh* I hate this. I have like, no one I can talk to about this that I know in real life....
"If you are allergic to a thing, it is best not to put that thing in your mouth, particularly if the thing is cats."
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PrincessZelda - Posts: 1855
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I will pray that God will send someone that you can talk to.Zelda27 wrote:*Sigh* I hate this. I have like, no one I can talk to about this that I know in real life....
[SIZE="4"][color="DarkSlateBlue"]God has called me to mission work in Paraguay and Brazil. I may return to CAA someday. God bless all of you![/color][/SIZE]
[i]Two vast and trunk-less legs of stone stand in the desert. Near them, on the sand, half sunk, a shattered visage lies. Round the decay of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare the lone and level sands stretch far away. On the pedestal these words are inscribed:
“My name is Ozymandias, king of kings:
look on my works, ye mighty, and despair!â€
[i]Two vast and trunk-less legs of stone stand in the desert. Near them, on the sand, half sunk, a shattered visage lies. Round the decay of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare the lone and level sands stretch far away. On the pedestal these words are inscribed:
“My name is Ozymandias, king of kings:
look on my works, ye mighty, and despair!â€
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