why is it that you could get your dream if something sold and it should have sold, long long ago, but it hasnt and no one you know has a clue why not. you see other things like it go in a couple days, ones more expensive or worse quality then your item. but it just wont sell. and if you sold it and bought a replacement for it you would know exactly what to ask for christmas (parts to fix it up) but it hasnt and it seems like it wont. and now its probably to late to have anything gotten for it even if sells and you buy it. and what you would buy if it sold would be one of your dreams since you were about 15.
i have given it up to God.
i have prayed about it.
i have completely stopped thinking about it.
and now im just plain frustrated.....
why would something not happen when every stinking person you meet says it should? am i obsessing? is there something i should do? i need help its making me mad and really frustrated....