Parents, Fathers, and family relationships (for Kokoro Daisuke)
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Parents, Fathers, and family relationships (for Kokoro Daisuke)
Me and him have this I
Last edited by Fsiphskilm on Sun Jan 15, 2017 3:18 pm, edited 2 times in total.
I'm leaving CAA perminantly. i've wanted to do this for a long time but I've never gathered the courage to let go.
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Fsiphskilm - Posts: 3853
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I must say, even with such a violent history, it shows how much you do love your father that you would send him to your homeland so he could live out the rest of his days in happiness there. In that aspect, it shows how strong you are internally that you haven't hurt him yet even though you have the power to. I must applaud that because, personally, I would have tripped him down the stairs by now. ^^;;
I am sorry I cannot offer any adivce (I always try to on the prayer forum). All I can say is that I will keep the both of you in my prayers. *~_~*
Stay strong!
I am sorry I cannot offer any adivce (I always try to on the prayer forum). All I can say is that I will keep the both of you in my prayers. *~_~*
Stay strong!
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I'm not asking for advice or anyt
Last edited by Fsiphskilm on Sun Jan 15, 2017 3:18 pm, edited 2 times in total.
I'm leaving CAA perminantly. i've wanted to do this for a long time but I've never gathered the courage to let go.
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Fsiphskilm - Posts: 3853
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yes volt, but you must also be a better person towards him. I understand that you and him have a giant grudge towards him, but showing him hate won't solve anything. SOMEBODY has to step up and start to make change, and that person should be you. The child of your father. Try beginning to get rid of all your hate, all of the negative past youve had with him. And stuff, and just talk to him. Works things out
Ill pray for you volt
Ill pray for you volt
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Mr. SmartyPants - Posts: 12541
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I understand completely how you feel, having had an abusive dad. They eventually have to grow up and our forgiveness and love, sometimes when we might be the only loving person they have around, is a great witness.
My dad always knows I'm for real and my faith is real and I honestly believe my witness, since its never changed, has possibly been getting through to him. What is that song, "I'm the only Jesus that they see, or something like that?" Ack, I can't remember anything. Anyways, I think your wanting to send him to his homeland is great. Its very honoring, and we should always honor our parents - even if they were dishonorable cretins. Believe me, I really do know exactly where you're coming from.
I'll be praying for you. I'm not sure where Kokoro ties into this whole thing, but shoot, I'll pray for her too. ^^;;
My dad always knows I'm for real and my faith is real and I honestly believe my witness, since its never changed, has possibly been getting through to him. What is that song, "I'm the only Jesus that they see, or something like that?" Ack, I can't remember anything. Anyways, I think your wanting to send him to his homeland is great. Its very honoring, and we should always honor our parents - even if they were dishonorable cretins. Believe me, I really do know exactly where you're coming from.
I'll be praying for you. I'm not sure where Kokoro ties into this whole thing, but shoot, I'll pray for her too. ^^;;
[size=84][color=seagreen]YOU SEE
You see into the deepest part of me ---
beyond the fog I hide behind.
You cast your light upon the shadows
that stretch like cobwebs in my mind.
You ease the pain when I am hurting,
and morbid visions from my past
pierce into the realm of Reason
as though I danced on blades of glass.
You grant me strength when I have fallen
and, once again, I've lost my way.
You take my hand in Yours and lead me
into the promise of a brand new day.
You bring order to all my chaos,
yet set my well-laid plans awry.
You place me on a firm foundation ---
then give me wings so I can fly.
You sand away my roughened edges
and polish all the dullest parts
until I stand before Your presence...
a newly-sculpted work of art.
You see into the heart within me,
right through my motives and selfish will.
And yet, in spite of all You see
You say You love me even still.
~by D.M.~
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