Please don't hate me for this....;-;

To Write Love on Her Arms · Postby **ZiP** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 10:23 am

BakuraC,

Suicide isn't the answer to any problems, it's really commiting murder,
no one's perfect, no one asked for this physical life, no one has ever gone through life with no problems on their shoulders.
If you commit suicide, then you won't be able to do this:

Mat 16:24 wrote:Then said Jesus unto his disciples, 'If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me."

None of us Christians are alone, we don't have to live alone, and we don't have to die alone. And if you deny yourself, take up the cross, and follow Christ,
We all will be right by you

Postby **animefreak09** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 10:28 am

Dragon Master wrote:Well I know I can't help you study (i'm only an 8th grader ) but maybe someone here Can help you like over PM, AIM, ICQ, Yahoo, MSN, or even Sharoihikari's chat room! Just a few suggestions. I"ll keep praying.

I'm in 8th grade too. I have AIM too and you know my email address so we could talk about more.

If you went through and killed yourself without any regrets at all, I would devestated. Sucide is won't get you anywhere you won't be able to see your family again or friends or ever talk to people on CAA. Friends and Family and GOD are so important to me.

I love you (spirtually) and so does God. I'll keep you into my prayers.

GB,

Byes,

Kels

Website · Postby **bakura_fan** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 1:22 pm

Here's a poem from my abnormal psychology chapter assigned for this week...it;s on suicide...v_v out of all things...
Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acidas stain you;
and drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might a s well live.
-Dorothy parker
The Poetry and Short Stories of Dorothy Parker, 1994

Postby **Dragon Master** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 2:50 pm

I think God is trying to tell you something :hug:

Postby **Kura Ookami** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 3:01 pm

God always finds ways to speak to us and He can use anything. He's used anime to speak to me before. I think God is trying to tell you something through that poem! Trust in God. He will carry you through any difficult times.

:hug:

Postby **Erin** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 3:03 pm

I agree with Kura and Dragon Master.

Website · Postby **bakura_fan** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 6:01 pm

I'm sorry to say this...but even with everything that's been said..I'm still struggling....

Postby **Dragon Master** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 6:06 pm

Hm, well if you would like to talk about it further Pm me and I'll be more than willing to try and help like true_noir_chloe. Even though it may be better to pm her than me because she's older and all and may be a little more help.

Postby **c.t.,girl** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 6:10 pm

tiff, you can pull through. i've been through a lot myself. i've almost slit my wrists, but then my mom came in and went bullistic. i have done many stupid things in my life time. please be strong. if you leave forever i dont' know what i would do! you are always in my prayers. pm me or i can give you my e-mail.

i found the hole that was dug and it has you in it. now i'm holding out my hand. grab it and don't let go. i'll pull you out.

Postby **uc pseudonym** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 6:14 pm

I would just like to say that I am extremely grateful you are still with us. I will be praying for you as much as I can. Many people have already offered, but I will add my offer of talking if you ever want to.

For the record, I don't think any less of you for this thread, nor have I attached any stigma to you because of it.

Website · Postby **bakura_fan** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 6:19 pm

Wow...this must be serious if UC posted here....*gulp* *sigh* I'm trying..I really am...I just...I guess I constantly wonder if I'm being a burden by being here....my boyfriend is going to have to go back to counseling cause this is hard for him to handle....;-; I feel like all I'm doing right now is causing people to suffer...

Postby **uc pseudonym** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 6:22 pm

I posted here because I care about you. I'd have posted earlier, but at times I miss threads.

Postby **c.t.,girl** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 6:22 pm

no you are not a burden you are a great joy to have around.

Postby **Jaltus-bot** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 7:22 pm

c.t.,girl wrote:no you are not a burden you are a great joy to have around.

That's true. I like to read what you post and I almost always notice in a thread 'cause you have that cool avatar that arlerts me to the fact that I want to stop and read.

Website · Postby **bakura_fan** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 8:25 am

Wow....I didn't realize that so many people acknowledged me on here....Well...You'll be pleased to know that I have now realized that suicide is never the answer....So...I guess you guys are stuck with me...whether you like it or not.

Postby **shooraijin** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 9:52 am

Fortunately, we like it. :hug:

Postby **EireWolf** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 3:25 pm

bakura_fan wrote::sniffle: Wow....I didn't realize that so many people acknowledged me on here....Well...You'll be pleased to know that I have now realized that suicide is never the answer....So...I guess you guys are stuck with me...whether you like it or not.

I'm very glad.

Bakura_fan... I know that high school is very difficult. I went through it and I wouldn't really wish it on anyone.

But the point is -- I went through it. I got through it! So can you.

One thing that helped me when I was severely stressed out was to think about all the people that got through it, and survived, and are fine now -- even happy. Even if you get bad grades, and your parents yell at you, and things suck for a while -- even if all that happens, you will get through it and come out okay on the other side. It may be unpleasant for a time, but it's only temporary.

There were times when I didn't know how I was going to do it. Everything was so overwhelming... but it was like God held my hand and helped me through. You may not do everything perfect, but that's okay -- Guess what? You're human. No one is perfect, no one can please everyone, no one can do everything. So take it one step at a time, in small chunks, so that you don't get overwhelmed.

Let's say your task was to clean the whole house after a major party. If you look at the whole house at once, it seems like an impossible task. But if you look at just the coffee table -- you can clean that pretty easily. And then you can move on to the dishes in the sink. Once those are done, you can clean the counters. Pretty soon the whole house is done -- because you did it in small sections.

That's a really dumb analogy, I know. :sweat:

But it helps me to think of large tasks (like getting through school) in small pieces (like one test at a time). That way it doesn't seem so overwhelming.

I feel like all I'm doing right now is causing people to suffer...

As for that... Can you imagine the burden of guilt your loved ones would have if you killed yourself? They would forever be grieving and wondering what they could have done to help you. Your friends and family love you, dear. You are not a burden. Your suicide would be a huge burden. So... don't do it, okay?

I'm very glad you've decided to stick with us. :hug:

Postby **true_noir_chloe** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 4:35 pm

Wow....I didn't realize that so many people acknowledged me on here....Well...You'll be pleased to know that I have now realized that suicide is never the answer....So...I guess you guys are stuck with me...whether you like it or not.

^___________^ I'm so thankful we're stuck with you. *BIG HUG*

Postby **Prinny Dude** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 4:37 pm

Pain=Bad

Postby **c.t.,girl** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 6:17 pm

i think my heart is going to explode with joy...and maybe candy!

Postby **Zane** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 7:27 pm

I'll pray for you.

Website · Postby **Zero One** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 7:35 pm

don't do such a thing I'll pray for you. This world kinda needs every Christian it can get it's hands on.

Postby **Rogie** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 8:57 pm

Oh, wow, I almost missed this thread. Bakura, I'm so glad you are still with us! Praise God. I'll be praying for you!

And on a side note: Although I've said it before in other threads, I'll say it again. Isn't it wonderful how much we care for one another, even though most of us never see each other in person? We're brothers and sisters in Christ, and we show our love for one another so wonderfully!

Thank God for the CAA.

Postby **c.t.,girl** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 9:23 pm

yes! thank God for CAA!! thank you Lord!!

Website · Postby **bakura_fan** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 9:31 pm

EireWolf wrote::hug: I'm very glad.

Bakura_fan... I know that high school is very difficult. I went through it and I wouldn't really wish it on anyone. But the point is -- I went throughUh it. I got through it! So can you.

Uhm....actually...I would be in Highschool....but I was homeschooled from 6th grade to 11th and immediatly started Running start *get to go to college early* so...yeah...I'm taking callege courses...I think I have....13 credits this time...I think last winter I had 20....that was rough....x_x

One thing that helped me when I was severely stressed out was to think about all the people that got through it, and survived, and are fine now -- even happy. Even if you get bad grades, and your parents yell at you, and things suck for a while -- even if all that happens, you will get through it and come out okay on the other side. It may be unpleasant for a time, but it's only temporary.

There were times when I didn't know how I was going to do it. Everything was so overwhelming... but it was like God held my hand and helped me through. You may not do everything perfect, but that's okay -- Guess what? You're human. No one is perfect, no one can please everyone, no one can do everything. So take it one step at a time, in small chunks, so that you don't get overwhelmed.

Im learning how to do that....

Let's say your task was to clean the whole house after a major party. If you look at the whole house at once, it seems like an impossible task. But if you look at just the coffee table -- you can clean that pretty easily. And then you can move on to the dishes in the sink. Once those are done, you can clean the counters. Pretty soon the whole house is done -- because you did it in small sections.

That's a really dumb analogy, I know. But it helps me to think of large tasks (like getting through school) in small pieces (like one test at a time). That way it doesn't seem so overwhelming.

Actually that makes perfect senses. Thanks.

As for that... Can you imagine the burden of guilt your loved ones would have if you killed yourself? They would forever be grieving and wondering what they could have done to help you. Your friends and family love you, dear. You are not a burden. Your suicide would be a huge burden. So... don't do it, okay?

I'm very glad you've decided to stick with us.

that's kind of why I decided to stick around....and yes..I'm glad I'm here too.*dragonboy's especially happy...boyfriend ya know ^_^* :hug:

thanks everyone. ^^, I'm still having a hard time believing so many people on here notice me....<_< >_>

Postby **c.t.,girl** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 9:34 pm

i have you on my buddy list so i always notice you! you're such a great person!! :hug:

Postby **Sam*ron** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 9:50 pm

Hey, bakura_fan. I am sorry I didn't see this thread before. I still want to say that I have always LOVED you being here, you just make CAA,...CAA!!

I am super glad that you are sticking with us! And I luv ya! :hug:

Hang in there bakura_fan, I will be and am, praying for you.

Website · Postby **bakura_fan** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 10:04 pm

c.t.,girl wrote:i have you on my buddy list so i always notice you! you're such a great person!!

There's a buddy list? what's that do?

Website · Postby **bakura_fan** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 10:05 pm

Sam*ron wrote:Hey, bakura_fan. I am sorry I didn't see this thread before. I still want to say that I have always LOVED you being here, you just make CAA,...CAA!!

huh?

Postby **c.t.,girl** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 10:08 pm

bakura_fan wrote:There's a buddy list? what's that do?

i thought every1 knew about that thing. well i guess it just...hm...i'm not sure. but you're so special i put you on there!

and that was before this thread! so you are very special to me! :hug:

Please don't hate me for this....;-;

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