Ok....I found out a few weeks ago that our Youth pastor is retiring. Last week was his last session with us. Now most of our youth group doesn't want to go back because they feel it won't be as fun. Also....we don't have a replacement for him. Two of my best friends are saying that they will most likly not come back. One is changing churches and the other is not even going to look. I guess I'm just feeling kind of down because just when I thought things were finally looking up for me....this happens. This would be my last year at the youth group...so hopefully they will find someone. Another thing that's bothering me is the concern as to whether or not the youth activities will take place. If they decide not to have Winter Camp or the Car Ralley during this time...I won't have much of a chance to do so in the future...do to my being too old. I probably sound like I'm just whining about nothing....but Nate *youth pastor* was actually my first friend before the other kids accepted me when we moved up here. So...now that he's gone...I don't know what's going to happen. My parents suggest that we change churches now that he's gone....but I'm scared. It took me 2 years before the kids at youth group fully accepted me. I'm afraid that might happen again....And I would be a senior this year if I wasn't in running start.
Another request...I havn't been getting enough sleep lately. Roughly 5-6 hours each night. x_X And because of this lack of sleep....I've been getting sick. And now that we're getting a puppy...I have to take care of it when it whines at night and such. And also...I'm going back to school the 16...I believe...Anyway part of my schedule goes like this. Monday I have classes from 5-9 pm. *roughly 45 minute trip home afterward* Then Tuesday I have a class that starts at 9 AM!!! This is going to be a loooooooooooong semester.
I'm really sorry for such a long post... I really am. I've just been going on and on about probably meaningless things ....I shouldn't have made it so long....Please forgive me...