Yo everyone it's Benu!!
I'm finally back from the last camp I've helped out at. Boy have I missed these boards!
Anyway I had I blast at this last camp it was fun! The other camps were boring compared to this one, and they let me do alot more things with the A/V then the first camp I did. The other one really cared less that I was there and they didn't let me do anything funny or fun. But the cool thing was I mett people in my denomination that don't think anime is porn!!!
I mett the camp speaker there and he thought is was great that there are people out there making christian anime and manga! That's a first for me hearing someone from my denomination say that!
Well I feel alot better now about alot of things. And I finally got my B-day present yesterday!! My shiny new dvd player!!
Now I can actully watch anime now!!
But I haven't bought any dvd's yet. I was wating till I was able to go to anime gamers but it's looking like I won't be able to make it out there. But I was at wal-mart yesterday and well watta ya know they actully have real anime! But I still didn't get anything because I don't know what to get!
Cowboy Bebop the movie looks good but then I saw Spirited Away, then I saw Dot Hack Sign, then I saw Kidikader.(don't know if it's spelled right) So what do you guys think I should get as my first anime DVD or is there somthing eles you guys recommend that's not in what I mentioned? Let me know so I can buy A good anime dvd! Oh and patcii if your reading this, sorry that I offended you I didn't mean to offended anyone.
I was not trying to sound selfish. It's just that's being drafted has been A really big fear of mine. And I'm not at all selfish, if i was I wouldn't have gave up my last month of summer to help at camps. I struggle with fear alot too. I know I should not because God has not givin us the Spirit of Fear but of Power of Love and of a Sound Mind, But it's been somthing I struggle with alot, and I pray alot that I'm not full of fear. I don't struggle with it alot like I used too but I get fearfull very easy. I freak out alot too when I hear things about the end times. I was so sick after one service when this preacher preached at my church on 9/11 before we went to war with Iraq and he said that going to war with Iraq was the fulfillment of the prophesy that The war with Iraq would kill 1\3 of the population on earth. I was so freaked out trying to find out if we were going to war. But I got over that. But I still get fearful when I hear things like that. And I ask you guys here to pray for me that I don't get fearful about things like that. The devil lies to me that I'm not going to make it in the rapture But i'm Baptized and filled with the Holy Spirit so I don't have too worry I'm saved. But Satan trys to lie to me all the time. But funny thing is I wanna do an Anime on the end times, I just got this vision of making one. But when I study the end times I get fearful again about it. But I should not. So I'm not selfish. Anyway I'm back to stay!!
