I want to destroy something beautiful.....

Postby **Shinja** » Mon May 10, 2004 8:12 pm

ive never had a problem with rage or real anger, when i get angery i just dont talk to people, or am short with them. destroying things is purely for sport, ie: shooting old aplances, jars of mayonase, or the ocational busted space heater.

Postby **Uriah** » Mon May 10, 2004 8:27 pm

*Thumbs up*

Postby **Solid Ronin** » Tue May 11, 2004 7:05 pm

One good thing about this is it helps me write whenever you see a story of mine havin an awesome fight sence you know I was **** (May I say **** on this site)

Postby **lobsterbucket** » Tue May 11, 2004 7:08 pm

Definitly a Fight Club quote....

Postby **Uriah** » Tue May 11, 2004 7:39 pm

I don't believe "****" is considered foul language anyways... Unless you ask some crazy catholic priest.

Postby **Raiden no Kishi** » Tue May 11, 2004 7:39 pm

I usually hum "In The End" by Linkin Park (my personal theme song) and play either Super Smash Bros. Melee or Dynasty Warriors 4. Video games help.

Rai

Postby **shooraijin** » Tue May 11, 2004 8:26 pm

> I don't believe "****" is considered foul language anyways...

Actually, as a moderator, I'd prefer that word be avoided.

Postby **uc pseudonym** » Wed May 12, 2004 5:09 am

In any case, I do not believe you would be prosecuted for it... but I would generally agree with shooraijin in that I'd prefer if you'd avoid it.

Postby **Zilch** » Wed May 12, 2004 5:14 am

Raiden no Kishi wrote:I usually hum "In The End" by Linkin Park (my personal theme song) and play either Super Smash Bros. Melee or Dynasty Warriors 4. Video games help.

Rai

Same here. Soul Embraced, blindside, Skillet, and Demon Hunter combinded with Halo.

Postby **Sieg9986** » Wed May 12, 2004 12:06 pm

lobsterbucket wrote:Definitly a Fight Club quote....

Haha, yeah, that's what I was thinking when I read this post title.

Postby **Uriah** » Wed May 12, 2004 9:55 pm

shooraijin wrote:> I don't believe "****" is considered foul language anyways...

Actually, as a moderator, I'd prefer that word be avoided.

Understood.

Forgive me, perhaps the comment about the catholic priest was'nt the wisest thing to say..

Postby **Solid Ronin** » Thu May 13, 2004 7:41 pm

I have that feeling now.....I should be writing...I also feel empty

Postby **Aka-chan** » Fri May 14, 2004 3:43 am

Have cookies then, Ronin of Kirai! *hands him cookies*

Postby **Paulo Q.** » Fri May 14, 2004 9:38 am

Sometimes I feel I'm looking for something good to happen around me, cause when it happens, some altruistic action, I feel overjoyed and calm as if nothing would disturb me; it's a good feeling and I wonder if you have already felt it too; you see, life is not all bad.

Thinking wether we have the same feelings will not help unless just for us to know we are not alone, and you see, you are not alone; but still, this won't help you stop being angry cause you will still be thinking about it, and I think no good can come from there.

And remember, as there is noone who is a saint down here there is also noone who is a devil.

Postby **Solid Ronin** » Sat May 15, 2004 11:42 am

uc pseudonym wrote:I understand the feeling that you express. There are times when the only way to let out anger is violence. Unfortunately, my violent urges are not to destroy something beautiful, but to cause pain to something.

If you were to just read that, you might think I was a violent/angsty person. Please note that these are merely violent urges, not actions. What do I do when these feelings come up? Nothing. One major portion of Christianity is that you are not required to do everything your id is telling you to do. Remember: we have higher priorities than ourselves.

I also have the want to cause pain to someone to ,Master luckly its only emotional pain that I some times deal out

Postby **uc pseudonym** » Sat May 15, 2004 2:35 pm

That is fortunate. Also, I have discovered this that type of feeling does fade if it is held in check for a long enough period of time.

Postby **alf4office** » Sat May 15, 2004 4:47 pm

Ronin of Kirai wrote:I want to destroy something beautiful.....Does anyone else get this feeling.

No. Never. I would never destroy something beuatiful because by doing so it would be detracting from this world. There so much filth here and so little beuaty, we need to cherish what little we have of it, not destroy.

Why on Earth would you wnat to destroy something beuatiful?

Postby **alf4office** » Sat May 15, 2004 4:51 pm

Ronin of Kirai wrote:The thing is I dunoo why im so angry most of the time..I hate so many things I dont know what to hate anymore. I've rose my fist in anger put now I dont know what to do with them.

James 1:19
My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry

I used to get real angry real fast, but I've been meditating on this verse for months now and it's helped me greatly.

Postby **Solid Ronin** » Sat May 15, 2004 6:03 pm

alf4office wrote:No. Never. I would never destroy something beuatiful because by doing so it would be detracting from this world. There so much filth here and so little beuaty, we need to cherish what little we have of it, not destroy.

Why on Earth would you wnat to destroy something beuatiful?

Because i take pleasure in destruction and sometimes others pain.

Postby **MillicentKnight** » Sat May 15, 2004 6:10 pm

There are many times when I want to destroy something beautiful. I've come to realize that it's not just stress relief, but jealousy. I know that I'll never be beautiful, on the outside or on the inside, and want to take out that anger.

Postby **shooraijin** » Sat May 15, 2004 6:11 pm

I think this thread is starting to outlive its usefulness. Ronin, I hope you are better able to manage your frustrations, and I would invite anyone who wishes to further speak with you about it to do so over PM.

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