Pretty much what I mentioned in this thread
http://www.christiananime.net/showthread.php?p=134696#post134696
more or less I just want you to pray that I find a church group somewhere that I feel I belong in with other people in the situation I'm in.
Thank you very much in advance.
And any advice about how to find churches with such groups would be apprecated too. I live in Rhode Island if anybody wants to look for information for me.