I held her in my arms, all of eight pounds.
She had more energy and zest for living
Than a puppy new from the box
Shadow stomper light hugger, my baby my girl
I turned around she outgrew shoes
And danced, how she danced.
Something in my child stays with me
I must be awake to gather these moon sparkles
Full breezes and clouds float on by
I'll catch her a prayer and a miracle dream tonight
For my baby...for growing young lady, ,my girl
I'd conquer a city of pirates and knaves
for my Princess
I could overcome the dragons of soot
Yet I feel so silly and awkward
Not knowing how to say "I just love you that's all"
I shut up and say nothing.
Will I sound dumb, patronizing or foolish?
How will I look dressed this way?
I don't care about being cool nor being her best friend...
I'm her father...not her buddy yet..
I feel so inadequate!
On this night the heavens seem to whisper
" That's enough, let the affection cover your warts, your mistakes
and your own misunderstandings...
Let the kindness cover the words
Let the love fill in the cracks."
So I look to the heavens and feel my feet moving
I feel like that child rise up
I dance, i see clouds again
I live in the glory
I notice the stars and the miracles again
And I live...I live so alive, so very alive again!