College, lust, and just life

[heero yuy 95]

Heya, guys. I haven't posted on here in a while, but here goes.

I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. This is my first year in college, and it's not like every second of it is agony, but it's a tough time for me. I was the kinda kid who slacked off in high school, and barely scraped by with the minimum required of me. Then I carried the mindset to college, and it's hurting my grades. Part of me hates college, but at the same time I know I need to stay here to get my degree and do what I want to do.

Also, I feel like there's a hate in my heart, and I just want it to be lifted. I don't wanna be an angry person, but there are times when I get out of bed, and I just despise the people around me. There are a lot of great people here, but sometimes I just feel so frustrated with college people, they seem so arrogant.

And there's lust, well, that's nothing new. -__-

Don't get me wrong, my life isn't sheer pain, but right now I'm living in a very uncertain time of my life. Thanks, guys.

[ST. Attidude]

I will be praying for you.

And if I may encourage you to read the book of Matthew; it should get you on the right mental track whenever you worry.

[xblack_x_rosesx]

Also, I feel like there's a hate in my heart, and I just want it to be lifted. I don't wanna be an angry person, but there are times when I get out of bed, and I just despise the people around me. There are a lot of great people here, but sometimes I just feel so frustrated with college people, they seem so arrogant.

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I can really relate to this. I'm the same way. I feel like its easier to be mad at people, and pick at their flaws. I openly hate everybody... which makes things so hard.

Your a stronger person than I am for wanting it to be lifted. Proud of ya bro.

Praying for ya ^_^

[Wind]

I agree with black roses you're a stronger person for wanting it lifted!

[Dr.Faust]

I know what you mean about the anger thing I had that issue. I'm praying

[heero yuy 95]

Thanks, guys! ^__^