same as always, really

[Ratrace]

I tend to mention this a bit often, but I'm sick. One of the side effect of this is that I have less emotion than I should. It causes my to be apathetic to an insane degree, to the point where I stopped breathing once and it took me a full minute (thats an actual 60 seconds) to do anything about it. I want prayer because this affects my relationship with God. I only really pray and seek Him when I get worse, because I can feel my mind fading, becoming less and it terrifies me. When I recover some I always get distracted by other things. Please pray that I will know God more and seek Him because I want Him in my life, not just because I want to get better. Thank you.

[Roz]

I am so sorry you are sick. Well, I knew you were sick but I was hoping it was just a cold. Hang in there buddy. You can lick this!

I'm not very good at waxing eloquent but these verses did come to mind:

"For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."
2 Timothy 1:7

".....I will never leave you nor forsake you."

Hebrews 13:5

I'm praying for you.