Postby Aedin » Thu Feb 26, 2009 9:46 am
Things are getting worse. I'm gonna copy and paste what she posted on another site, but in addition to that, she e-mailed me a coupel times last night, said she was really scared, things were gonna get bad, and it's all just so horrible.
"Heh. Here I am again. ^^ I almost want to make some funny joke about me and my incessant prayer requests, but I'm not exactly good at that kind of thing, so I'll just be my normal, emotional self. I really need prayer right now. I'm having a really hard time "recovering" (I hate that word -.-). It's just...bah...I'm crying right now...so this is likely to be jumbled and just stupid... But, lately, I've been trying to heal from all the forms of abuse I've suffered, particularly the sexual abuse. And I'm having a really hard time. I feel like I'm on overload: I'm working, going to college at just barely 17, trying to take care of everything that's falling apart at home, and I just can't keep it all together. I've been having a hard time praying and reading my Bible. I try and put on a brave face and make all my friends think I'm ok, but really, I'm not. I'm terrified because my mom keeps trying to meet internet guys and taking all these disgusting pictures of herself and posting them up (she and my step father are threatening to divorce). And one of the people who sexually abused me is living with us again. I mean, I'm not afraid of him doing that to me again, but it's still hard, and he's not well at all, so it adds a lot of tension and problems to the already dramatic family carp. I'm sorry I'm rambling. I just...I don't even know where to go for help...or where to look in the Bible.... I'd really appreciate prayer.
Also, I've been meaning to ask for prayer for a friend of mine, who also suffered sexual abuse and has been having a lot of flashbacks and insomnia lately because when she sleeps, she has nightmares about it. I've been doing my best to talk to her and help her, but it's hard to do when I'm having a lot of trouble myself. Thank you and God bless. "
Just please pray for her. I love her so much.
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