Hi all,
I know this may seem silly for some but I am going to tell my aunt and uncle about my wedding coming up. (Some of you may remember that we got married but I haven't actually had the ceremony or anything yet - the marriage I was referring to before was something I felt he and I personally did but now comes the part where we go before the rest of the world).
I'm sorry in advance if this seemed all deceiving and it really wasn't intended that way so if I did ....then I really really really am sorry.
So i tell my aunt and uncle and while the rest of my family knows...I worry about what they will say the most. I know they won't approve and the PTSD and people pleaser from my abuse is really causing me a lot of panick and fear. I know this is from my brainwashing, I know what I want...but the abuse always seems to get in the way.
Please pray that this demon of my past and demon of fear will not stop me from telling them today and that God will give me past as I tell them.
Please pray for me if you wish.
Thank You
Kunoichi
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Prayer Against Fear - Major Battle
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Praying for you Kunoichi.
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Amzi Live - Posts: 360
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You have mine as well ^^
Just remember, they're not the ones who are marrying him.. You are XDD
Aaaaaand, the past is the past. It can only hurt you if you let it ^__^ It'll take some time for them to go away, but things will become easier. Just, try to let go little by little. You have a whole new life now. Isn't that right? One that doesn't include your abuser?
Just remember, they're not the ones who are marrying him.. You are XDD
Aaaaaand, the past is the past. It can only hurt you if you let it ^__^ It'll take some time for them to go away, but things will become easier. Just, try to let go little by little. You have a whole new life now. Isn't that right? One that doesn't include your abuser?
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Definitely praying for you! have faith!
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Praying, hon. *Hugs*
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I told my aunt yesterday and while she didn't agree she did say she loved me regardless. She is going to tell my uncle (thank God) because she knows his reaction is going to be a bit more harsh sounding (he is very protective) so thank goodness, she is telling him. He scares me (in a fatherly way).
I am still freaked in terms of still panicked. I know its already done with but my body is still in defense mode. It took me a full day to work up the nerve (not because I doubt what i'm doing but because panick and fear isn't something i have full control over right now).
Thank you all for your prayer. I am very excited about my wedding I will have pictures
I am still freaked in terms of still panicked. I know its already done with but my body is still in defense mode. It took me a full day to work up the nerve (not because I doubt what i'm doing but because panick and fear isn't something i have full control over right now).
Thank you all for your prayer. I am very excited about my wedding
I will have pictures I am on the forefront of battle against the demons of earth. All Praise and Glory be given to God Forever and Ever!
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Yay! 
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Still in my prayers!
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I'm praying for you! God knows all, and He won't let you go through anything that you can't handle. God Bless!
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