First off, I know I'm not a very good person. I haven't treated some people so well. I got a little fired up and emotional, and did some things I probably shouldn't have.
I haven't been doing so well this week. I lost my best friend, and I'm still dealing with it. As far as I know, it wasn't my friend's decision that we stop talking (and it wasn't mine either lol), so this past week I've been trying to hold onto hope that we'll still be friends. I have plenty of reasons to believe she won't forget me, or move on, and that when we can talk again, she'll still feel the same about me, but it's been hard to hold onto the hope. It's been overcast and raining a lot, and a couple people have been total downers about it. It's also been hard, because a lot of the things I do remind me of her. I was reading some stuff about games, and it reminded me how we used to talk about how great it'll be when we live together, we can read about games together and go out and buy them and play them. I got a ring in the mail, and the first thing it made me think of is how I wish she was there so I could tell her about it. I was also suicidal the first couple days, I literally couldn't stop wishing I had a gun. I've moved past that, the suicidal part, but I guess I was just putting in some history. I love her, more than any other living thing on this planet, and I miss her. I guess part of this post, is so that if she gets online again, she can read it, and know that I'm always thinking of her, wishing she was well, loving her, and missing her.
I guess if people could just pray for her, that she'll be well, and that I'll be well, and be able to deal with her absence (and that she'll come back to me again) and that things will just work out between her and I, it would be appreciated.
A prayer request, and apology.
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A prayer request, and apology.
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In fact it was a little bit frightening, But they wrote with expert rhyming
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Just a suggestion, but why don't you channel all this emotion you have to God?
I can relate to missing someone very dear to you, it's hard, in fact, it's hardly bearable at times. But I also know that God has your best interests in mind(He can see into the deepest parts of our hearts, after all) and can make good come of any circumstance, as long as we give control of our lives to Him.
By the way, if you are referring to the girl I think you are, I am praying for her already.
I can relate to missing someone very dear to you, it's hard, in fact, it's hardly bearable at times. But I also know that God has your best interests in mind(He can see into the deepest parts of our hearts, after all) and can make good come of any circumstance, as long as we give control of our lives to Him.
By the way, if you are referring to the girl I think you are, I am praying for her already.
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goldenspines - Posts: 4869
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Will be praying for you man 
Some of my favorite scriptures.
Psalm91
A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.
Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.
Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation;
There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.
Hebrews 4-4
1Let us therefore fear, lest, a promise being left us of entering into his rest, any of you should seem to come short of it.
2For unto us was the gospel preached, as well as unto them: but the word preached did not profit them, not being mixed with faith in them that heard it.
3For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world.
4For he spake in a certain place of the seventh day on this wise, And God did rest the seventh day from all his works.
James 4
Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. Grieve, mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.
Revelation 22:14
Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city.
Psalm91
A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.
Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.
Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation;
There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.
Hebrews 4-4
1Let us therefore fear, lest, a promise being left us of entering into his rest, any of you should seem to come short of it.
2For unto us was the gospel preached, as well as unto them: but the word preached did not profit them, not being mixed with faith in them that heard it.
3For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world.
4For he spake in a certain place of the seventh day on this wise, And God did rest the seventh day from all his works.
James 4
Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. Grieve, mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.
Revelation 22:14
Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city.
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Gabriel 9.0 - Posts: 736
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