anxiety that has lasted from last night into morning
had a family emergency lastt night that i'm not sure turned out...to make long story short, matt's sister in law is bipolar and without meds. She and matt's brother got into a fight, she called him a bunch of names, and he punched a hole in the door cuz he was mad.
She threatened to call the police and take alex (the baby) and run. I don't trust her with the baby at all (many times she hasn't fed him, bathed him etc) however, since she's the mother...court would side with her possibly but i'm not sure.
I can't take another stressor....and i can't breathe right now. I'm not sure if grandma has custody of the baby right now or not....please pray that the baby will go where he is safe and loved and secondary tho not as important, please pray that i can hang on thru this. I will adopt him if I can or if it comes to that...i just don't want his mom getting him....and its not cuz she's bipolar but she refuses meds and doesn't ever take care of her son...she ignores him for feeding, bathing etc...please just pray
thank you