Prayer Request

[Kunoichi]

Hey guys,

I have been updating my other thread but I figure doing a new one and only one for this would prolly be easier...

I would like prayer for a disease I just got called fibromyalgia. A lot of people don't understand it but that's ok. If you go to the mayoclinic.com it gives a decent explanation. There is no cure and all you can do is treat the symptoms.

Also I am going through a lot of PTSD symptoms although i haven't been officially diagnosed.

I am going for a test Weds, called a full body bone scan. If there is anything found, it could be something ranging from a degenerative disc disease to cancer. So I would like prayer for that.

Thanks guys

[Prince Asbel]

Oh, Kunoichi... I'm so sorry.

Dear God, please do everything so Kelly can make it through her pain. Let her tests reveal that she is not suffering from cancer or anything else destructive. Thank you for showing us the amazing example of what you can do for people in Kunoichi.

God bless, Kunoichi.

[Kunoichi]

Thank you bro

I'm also trying to find a free psychiatrist to finally address my abuse. I'm getting a lot of PTSD symptoms on top of everything and it isn't helping. Depression is also a symptom of this disease so i wanna be able to address it.

Please pray i can find a free therapist since I can't afford one and I can't work right now.

Thank you guys

[Gabriel 9.0]

You got PTSD, like I do, Kelly....?
Well my friend, God will help you overcome it, trust in him.
He helped me overcome and its not so severe anymore, also helped me forgiv e my father, who along with Satan was the cause of it.
I'll keep praying for you my friend.

God Bless.

[Kunoichi]

well did cranial sacral therapy

helped alot with the pain..hoping after another session i can return to work *smile sore tho...helped me emotionally as well which is good..I have a long ways to go

I do have and out of aligned spine and my lower back has a couple disc and vertebrae that our out of place and messed up so this therapy will help to realign everything without surgery. Thanks guys for prayers....please keep praying

God bless

[Saint Kevin]

Lord, I pray that you would heal Kelly of this disease if it is your will.

If it is not, Lord, I pray that Your grace would suffcient for her, and that Your power would be made perfect in her weakness (2 Cor. 12:8-10).

I also pray that you would provide her with strength, medical care, friends, and all of the rest of her needs according to your glorious riches (Phil. 4:19-20).

Give Kelly your peace that passes all understanding, and comfort her Lord, as you are the God of all comfort. Help her Lord to see those in her life who need you, and give her a strong faith and bold witness to love them as unto You, Lord, and to tell them of You.

[MangArtist]

I will be praying for you sis! You have my word on that! =)

I just want to let you know how very inspiring and encouraging you are to me and, I'm sure, others! The fact that you're able to keep a good attitude while you're going through all of this. I would probably be ready to give up.
God bless you, sis! =)

[Kunoichi]

Talked to my job today..they may not be giving one back to me..so that means I may have to search for another one. I'm ok with it in terms I know god will provide but it still stinks..please pray

Also lower back and upper spine are hurting pretty badly.

[HiddenWoodchuck]

Praying for you right now. I hope your pain goes away and you feel better soon. I'm having trouble finding a new job right now, so I know that's a mess, but I have hope that it will work out. I'm glad you are trusting God

[MBlight]

I pray God will lead you through your valleys and bring you out a stronger person, you remind me of Job, God took everything away and he still gave glory to His Name. Never doubt that God will heal you in His good time! And will ALWAYS come through for you. I will be praying!

[Kunoichi]

*smile well I think I'm a little better off than Job, thankfully lol

Yea it sucks but I know God provides in the end. I got an amazing 26 dollar check from my last job that I wasn't expecting so I thought that was pretty cool lol ^_^

I just don't want to burden my family but maybe it is what God wants right now.

EDIT:
PRAISE REPORT:

Just got a call from my job and I made it the LAST day to re instate myself ^_^ So next week i will have a schedule! PRAISE GOD!

I also got another job offer for doing some transcription work ^_^ Again praise god!

Still hurting but God is providing

[Shilohan ninja]

God is faithful and good in all He does. May His name be forever praised. Amen.

A kindred spirit thou art, dear sister, and in our memories will you always live next to our Lord. May His everlasting peace surround you always and bring you joy in your dark time of pain and depression. This is not the end, beloved daughter of the way. His grace is sufficient and His love everlasting. Hallelujah!
-SN-

[Kunoichi]

*smile eloquent dear brother

I wish I could do something great for the Lord. I know he will use me, regardless of my own disabilities and weaknesses, I find no greater pleasure than serving him!

[animewarrior]

Just wanted to say that I've been praying for you Kunoichi-san... even in my absence from CAA.
May the good Lord grant you strength in the midst of adversity.
-Sincerely
Your Sister in Christ
animewarrior

[Kunoichi]

Thankyou sis!

I'm in a LOT of pain today...it isn't all over but hurts alot...I have one pain pill left and can't get any more..sigh*

Please pray I will be able to manage this

[Kunoichi]

Hey guys

I am going through some emotional things from my abuse...please continue your prayers...I am sorry that I am not faithful to you guys in my prayers...honestly If i don't pray for you right then and there then I forget...its not that I don't care..its just something that I forget cuz my memory is really bad (and not in a joking way)...please forgive me for that

[Gabriel 9.0]

Will keep praying for you

[Kamille]

I haven't posted in a while, but I've been praying for you ever since our last encounter (I apologize for occasionally passing out from exhaustion during prayers). I am assured that God will heal you completely - just don't know when. Jesus heals all diseases. And from everything I've seen from you, I have no doubt Jesus is with you and you are with Him.

"Jesus went through all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the good news of the kingdom and healing every disease and sickness." - Matthew 9:35

I pray for you, and all of us, with the word in mind:

"If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples." - John 15:7-8

...I am sorry that I am not faithful to you guys in my prayers...honestly If i don't pray for you right then and there then I forget...its not that I don't care..its just something that I forget cuz my memory is really bad (and not in a joking way)...please forgive me for that

I often made the same mistake until I started writing their names down in a "prayer journal". It works for me, it may work for you.

I carry you in my heart and prayers.

[Kunoichi]

thanks for the prayer both of you and for the enouragement.

I think...well I blacked out 4 times today..managed to stay on my feet....but I think I'm starting hallucinating...i don't know...maybe its just cuz of fatigue

[Shilohan ninja]

We're all human, Kelly. I do not find any shame in forgiving you. I pray the Lord gives you peace in everything you do. All of us have sinned and fallen short, that's why Jesus came to die for us. Don't let it get you down, just ask God's forgiveness and move onward in the path He's prepared for you. Be consouled that I am still praying for you, dear sister. May the Joy of the Lord be your strength. Enya!
-SN-

[Kunoichi]

thanks bro *smile

Went to therapy yesterday

My C2, C3, L1,L2,L3 and S4,S5 discs are all messed up lol

so 7 discs total..gotta love it

Tired today...bad dreams and rough sleep.

[Shilohan ninja]

My prayers are with you, dear sister. Peace and Love and Joy be with you in your valley of pain and depression. Remember to resist the devil, it's his main phobia. Godspeed and Godbless, Kelly. Enya!
-SN-

[Kunoichi]

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Hey guys,

I am in very very intense pain. I know it is part of the "healing process" but its getting bad only that it is in my neck, lower back and such

The thing is at night when I can't sleep and the pain is too intense for me to function it causes me to sin.

And by sin I mean "masturbate". I know its probably stupid but it kicks in endorphins and gives me some relief to where I can pass out for a few hours.

Please pray fro relief from this pain and a stronger fight against this sin. I'm really trying to stop and it was much easier when i was on pain pills to fight it.

Thanks guys

[K. Ayato]

Praying, hon.

[Kunoichi]

Thank you k *hugs

Your guys prayers are simply amazing...the support..everything means so much

I"m in tremendous pain, already took percocet and it literally hasn't touched it..at all...sigh* it just hurts so bad...I'm going to try and go to an orthepedic but he will probably just say I need surgery to fix it..so i'm giving my therapy some time to see if it helps and hopefully i can get some pain meds....surgery may be my only option tho

[Sheenar]

I still think of you often, Kelly.

Hang in there, friend. If you have to have surgery, I'm sure that the surgeon would be willing to work out a payment plan for you. I have had 2 orthopedic surgeries and the first I paid through CareCredit (like a credit card and you make monthly payments --don't recommend if cost is over $1,500) and the second surgery his office is setting up a payment plan (haven't heard from them about that yet).

Love you friend. Let me know if you need anything at all.

[Shilohan ninja]

As a wise man once said "things will always get worse before they get better."

You're going through living heck right now, as has been made appearent from your posts, and it hurts like none other right now. Remember God's promises, dear sister. He has not left you and He never will. For all have sinned and fallen short of His glory, of this you can be sure. There is none rightious, no, not one. Even David messed up a lot. Heck, Noah wasn't even rightious all the time. But the Master has given Himself for us, that we may comune with Him and bring Him our troubles and tribulations. Pray in faithfullness that He brings you peace and healing in your pain and suffering. Godspeed and may He bless you with His everlasting joy. Amen.

There is hope for the helpless
rest for the weary
and love for the broken heart
there is grace and forgiveness
mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
cry out to Jesus - Third Day

Godbless you Kelly. I am continually praying for you.
-SN

[Kunoichi]

Thanks for the encouragement guys *smile

I feel sometimes that I burden and complain too much. If I do, then tell me and I will keep things to myself. The last thing I want to do is make it so you guys have a negative view of me *smile well negative due to complaining and whining I mean *smile

God bless you all and you are in my prayers as well

Oh on a different note:

I now weight 120 so that's 10 pounds in three weeks and I'm still dropping. I just have no appetite and the pain is making it too hard to eat. So i'm eating maybe one time a day...sigh* i'm concerned about going really underweight but I don't know what to do and I can't afford to go to the doc cuz i'm broke

[Shilohan ninja]

You are no burden to me, Kelly. A friend in need is a friend indeed. Listening is what I do best.

I am still praying for you and think of you every day. I pray that God will continue to reign over you and your situation with peace, patients, love and joy. Don't let money and the cares of this world get in your way of being joyful. God is in control and knows where you're at and he cares. Ask him, implore him for his divine healing and peace to wash over you even now. Remember, we fight not a battle of flesh and blood, but of spirits and principalities, a holy war. Continue to pray for strength and courage to face each day with the power of the blood of Jesus. Only through him do we find victory over our worries and cares and the lies the enemy pelts us with every single day.

Trust in the Lord with all you heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways, acknowledge him and he will direct your path. - Proverbs 3:5

Again, I pray, may God bless you with healing and peace, always. Amen.

-SN-

[Kunoichi]

Thankyou SN as always *smile

Pain has increased especially in my neck area...talked to my therapist and she said that it might get worse before I get better...I know that's true but I still don't like that fact.

I also start work this sunday so just please pray I deal with the pain ok...