Let me say, first off, that God is great.
I'm going through a tough time right now. I'm fighting through a lot of difficulty currently. Let me tell y'all about it:
Every evening, for about an hour, I watch anime. In watching, I start thinking about God and lessons. So after I'm done, I read the Bible (I started with Matthew 4 1-11 last night, and I'm on 12-20 tonight.) It is during this time when I have realized just how clogged I've been with the world in my system.
My physical body is in disrepair. I haven't been exercising, and there's been a lot of junk food involved. I get to sleep near dawn, and sleep through the morning. During the day, I don't do much. I'd say that a lot of this is because of my lack of work, but that would just be an excuse. I just don't feel productive, which discourages me.
I've been at this (the anime -> Bible study -> prayer) routine for nearly a week now. And it feels good. But I know I need guidance, because I am unsure about what to do. So I ask all of you, if you are willing, to put me in prayer that God can guide me where I need to go.