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Postby Prince Asbel » Sat Jun 28, 2008 5:42 pm

You got it. :thumb: Glad to know you're getting help.
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Postby Sheenar » Sat Jun 28, 2008 7:42 pm

You are definitely taking steps in the right direction by getting help. I pray that God continues to show you just how much you are worth to Him and how much He loves you.
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Postby GeneD » Sun Jun 29, 2008 4:56 am

Still praying for you Hana-chan!!
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Postby Kamille » Thu Jul 03, 2008 8:25 pm

God bless you forever Hana!
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Postby Hana Ryuuzaki » Thu Jul 10, 2008 9:44 pm

[font="palatino Linotype"]Oh, guys, thanks SO much. *hugs everyone tightly*

*sighs* Apparently, all my stress has caused a possible ulcer. I'll be going in to have an endoscopy (camera-tube shoved down my throat) done to find out what it is...
Well, I don't know what it is, really, but even though a birthday is supposed to be a happy and cheerful event, I don't feel all too excited about mine coming up soon.

Even though I HAVE been going to a therapist, I feel like I'm going back into a recession now. It's scaring me. My subconscious is starting to talk about knives and wounds again....I can't stand all the pain I'm seeing again.

Some more things have happened with Dad, and he's on more (and more harmful) medication.

If it came to a decision, I ask everyone to pray for my Dad instead of myself.
I can get over my depression in some way, but his back is never going to heal again.

*bows*
Please.
It's scaring me now. He's falling asleep at the wheel of the car (and almost got me and him into a wreck again), and he's forgetting a lot of things.
It feels like he's not really all there anymore.
This (of course) is making me more worried about him, and depressed that I can't do anything at all.

Sometimes, I just want to scream at someone, to break down and cry my heart out to someone.
"But," I think to myself, "Would it really be worth it?"

((*laughs* I feel like I'm just rambling on about all this. I shouldn't have told anyone about my problems in the first place...))[/font]
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Postby Kunoichi » Fri Jul 11, 2008 8:21 am

hey sis,

first of all, its good to break down sometimes *smile don't bottle it...Secondly remember what you said to me? Well same goes to you sister! *hugs hang in there

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Postby USSRGirl » Fri Jul 11, 2008 11:23 am

Hey Toasty-chan,

Hang in there. I know it's easy to get caught up in the present trials and hard to see beyond the pain. But just remember that while every hardship, mental and physical, in this world will pass, God's plan for you is eternal and always at work even when you can't perceive it.

I second Kunoichi - sometimes it helps to just let it out and cry to God. If you can, I'd reccomend forcing yourself to take some time off to pray, go for a walk, and just release some of the tension in a healthy medium such as prayer, exercise, write, play a nice "beat 'em up" video game, ect.

I'll be praying for both you and your dad. If you ever wanna talk or rant, ya know you can always shoot me a PM. ^___^

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Put my tears in Your bottle
Are they not in Your book?
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This I know, that God is for me." - Psalm 56

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Postby GeneD » Sat Jul 12, 2008 11:42 am

I'm sorry about your dad Hana-chan. Please try not to lose hope and remember you can always talk to me, or scream at me if you want. :) I'll be praying for you and your dad.
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Postby ChristianKitsune » Sat Jul 12, 2008 11:51 am

Wow...such a lot to deal with. I'm definately praying for you.

God loves you, Hana and he doesn't want you to end your life prematurely.... *huggles* Never forget that.

If you need someone to talk to you know you can come to me...but I'm definately praying for you!

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Postby NekoChan_C » Sat Jul 12, 2008 12:54 pm

wow.. you are dealing with so much right now... it hurts my heart to see someone so young be so tormented by their situation... Sometimes there isn't much to do but to cry out to God. He won't turn His face from you... He will wrap you in His arms and hold you while you let it all out...

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