Has anyone ever felt this way: You live a happy life, you have friends in school/work, you know you're going to Heaven, but when you read something about God and you're alone, you start to have tears in your eyes and you have to hide it so your family doesn't start looking at you weird?
Is that really normal? You tell yourself, "Don't cry and don't dwell on sadness, God loves you," but you cry anyway after reading stuff like that? And just making you way more emotional in general, or do I just cry really easy?
Yeah, that's been happening to me lately... I just ask Father God why He is doing that, because I want to be happy and joyful.