It seems like I only come here when I have a prayer request, and I apologize. Things do seem to look up everytime I come though.
Well, for starters, I had a car wreck today...I'm okay, just shaken up, so far as I know, and my pride is hurt. But other than that, fine. The car I'm not sure about...it was leaking transmission fluid and oil, so if its just the pans, I'm good, but if the actually transmission is brokem, I'm in deep water. I've never had a wreck, and I seriously depend upon my car, and it's in the shop for now, so yeah...it's not a good situation. I'm thankful to be okay, but not long ago I hit a deer and put the car in the shop, as well. My girlfriend suggested that the Lord might be trying to get my attention or tell me something, but what that might be, I don't know...
Second, graduation. It's coming up fast, and it's scary. I also have problems with my career choice. I want to follow the path that God has for me, the problem is I just don't know what it is. I'm not going to worry about it, as I've given it all to Him, but please pray that I will have the knowledge and discernment to see His Hand when He shows it to me. And then there is a problem with seats, which brings me to this next one....
My father. My parents have been divorced since I was three weeks old or so, and I"ve never been on good terms with my father. My mom told him he had to buy a ticket to my graduation. So yeah. I feel entitled to send him one, seeing as he is my dad, even if we are not close. But the thing is, he will come, make a scene, and yeah...make it horrible, I'm afraid. Besides that, my tickets are going to my family and the other three I get to my girlfriend and her sister and mom. I don't want my father coming in, and causing trouble, but yet I wish we were closer, and things weren't how they are.
As you can see, I've had quite a bit on my mind lately. Adding to that money problems with the fact I now have a ticket, repairs, and I still owe some money to the school...even more stress. I've been under a tremendous amount of that lately. I feel I'm near a breaking point, because I no longer know what to do...my girlfriend told me to just pray about it, give it all to God, and not to worry, but at times like this its extremely hard to. So I'm asking that you all will pray that things improve, and that His will be done in my life, an that I can trust Him to let all things be done according to His time and purpose, not mine. Thank you.