Study Abroad trip

[sharien chan]

So this summer I'm going to study abroad in France.
However I've been kind of thinking about it for awhile that I shouldn't go.

It's really expensive, and it's causing more strain on my dad, who is already in debt, to allow me to go.
Even with a scholarship it's expensive.

However I don't know I'm supposed to go...if it would help my walk with God or not.

I feel guilty for going and costing my dad that much extra money, on top of my tuition for next year, but I also feel guilty for not going and letting down my friend, and my advisor. I also don't want to leave my boyfriend of almost one year (we're getting married at some point as well), nor do I want to leave my church, and family.

Please pray that God reveals to me what I should do, what would be better for my walk with Him.

[chibiphonebooth]

i'll pray for you jooie ooieeeee <3