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Well Satan is striking again. Just got a medical bill that I was told I wouldn't have to pay for 3500 dollars. That is due in three months.
I have to move out of my home in three months as well which will be about 4000 dollars. So that is 8,000 right there.
I also have an ER visit that I'm sure will be hitting me soon, I do not know how much that will be.
And to cover living expenses for three months is 6,000 dollars. I'll be lucky to get the 6000 from work. Maybe, I will.
So all in all, give or take, I need 16,000 in three months starting this month (which means I only have 2 weeks to get about 3,000 dollars).
I do not know what to do. I ....I won't be able to do it without God's help and major prayer...I have no hope aside from faith and that is wavering right now. I want to cry and I want to run, I want to give up. I have been in situations to where I have no food, and almost kicked out of my home. I do not want to be there again.
I'm also angry cuz people then assume its because I'm mishandling money and stuff. But that isn't true. I wasn't paid for work for about 4 months. Its my career so I didn't want to quit. So that is about 8,000 dollars that is owed to me, plus my commission so I have a little over 10,000 dollars owed to me along with my regular pay. I may not see that 10,000 for a while or if I do it will be in increments. I need 16, 000 now....sigh* Just when I though things were turning around I"m back in the mud.
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