Blitzkrieg1701 wrote:Actually, that's something that's really caught me surprise lately: just how much these lusts really are ATTACKS. My last really bad wave of temptation a few weeks ago actually happened right as I had a LOT of things to do and keep track of. Coincidence that I had something to make me feel guilty and distracted RIGHT then? Yeah rght. And now it's getting really bad again, right as I have TEN TIMES as many things that my attention should be on instead. *sigh* The Devil is mean, ya'll...
Sheenar wrote: It's going to wind up hurting my future marriage if I keep letting it go on. It's also going to hamper any future relationships period. I just want to keep my thoughts pure.
Pray that I will immerse myself in God's Word (and not use excuses not to) and surround myself with Godly influences (and in particular avoid things that would cause me to stumble). It's usually when I try to do things on my own that I fall on my face.
Thank you friends. We are all in this fight together!
Blitzkrieg1701 wrote:Man, this week has been LOUSY. Simply put, I've been giving into EVERYTHING the past couple of days. There's been a steady build up of stress and frusteration for a while now, and the strength to fight and the desire to seek God's help just seem to have dired up. Now, guilt and disgust over it all, THAT I've got in abundance, but it just leaves me feeling more depressed and vulnerable than before.
And another thing: I've actially been avoidng CAA these past couple of days, mostly because I didn't want to face this thread. I've actually been avoiding a LOT of things lately just because I've felt so lousy, but this has been the really painful one. I know I really could have used the prayer and encouragement I've always been able to count on you guys for, but instead I fell right into Satan's trap.
*sigh*
Please keep me in your prayers.
mathgrant wrote:*nods*
This M thing is evil. I'm back down to day 1, having fallen last night. Gyah, my sexuality's been on fire lately, to say the least. x.x
I hate being a sexual being.
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