Well It is time for me to confess and so I will
God is amazing first of all and second of all, Praise that he still loves us broken humans.
I have a boyfriend whom I love and well, I also have another man in whom I have strong feelings for and I have love for also.
I feel that in my heart I cheated on my Boyfriend (Actually fiancee before my current boyfriend because the man was still in my life) and well God has lifted that stronghold from me tonight and I told my boyfriend about it.
He still loves me and has forgiven me (Praise God!)
This man that I love or at least have very strong feelings for, I believe cares about me too and well it got to the point to where I was also physically intimate with this man. May God Forgive me and He has.
I was afraid to post this for a long, long time because I felt that I would be judged, as I often have, by people of my own faith in the Lord Jesus Christ.
Prayer warriors, please pray as this is a continuous struggle in my emotions and heart and just pray that God will make the path clear for me.
This link is a poem and written aspect of God and I's conversation prior to me talking to my boyfriend.
I was sitting in Barnes and Nobles and God just started to talk to me as I wrote so I will use it as my testimony.
To God be the glory forever and Ever AMEN!
http://www.christiananime.net/showthread.php?p=1180250#post1180250
That is the link...
I pray that my friends here will keep being my friends despite my faults and sins, for I have many. And I pray for continue support and prayer as I go through this trial.
Thank you to all
God Bless
Kunoichi
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I am on the forefront of battle against the demons of earth. All Praise and Glory be given to God Forever and Ever!
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Kunoichi - Posts: 1219
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I'm sorry if I seem to be like "Oh everyone will judge me boo hoo me>.<"
I don't mean to seem that way. i have been burned hard by many so called people of the faith and this was an extremely hard thing on my soul for a few years now. So It took a lot for me to post this or even admit it to my boyfriend. It is a huge struggle for me and I really appreciate your prayers Danderson, thankyou!
I don't mean to seem that way. i have been burned hard by many so called people of the faith and this was an extremely hard thing on my soul for a few years now. So It took a lot for me to post this or even admit it to my boyfriend. It is a huge struggle for me and I really appreciate your prayers Danderson, thankyou!
I am on the forefront of battle against the demons of earth. All Praise and Glory be given to God Forever and Ever!
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Kunoichi - Posts: 1219
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XD We will never judge you. ^^
And you are in my prayers. This is also something that I fear as well, but this is when you realize that you have made a commitment! Fight for it.
And you are in my prayers. This is also something that I fear as well, but this is when you realize that you have made a commitment! Fight for it.
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Mr. SmartyPants - Posts: 12541
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*reads poems* *is in tears*
That one that you said was the response from God? Beautiful. *more tears*
I'll be praying for you as well. This is life; we're all in this together.
That one that you said was the response from God? Beautiful. *more tears*
I'll be praying for you as well. This is life; we're all in this together.
RESPECT THE UNBORN AND CHOOSE LIFE...your mother did.
"Do not underestimate the power of the muffin! The muffin will smite all those who question it! The muffin will crush all nay-sayers! He who controls the muffin shall control the entire world!" -Taishi, Comic Party English Dub
"Do not underestimate the power of the muffin! The muffin will smite all those who question it! The muffin will crush all nay-sayers! He who controls the muffin shall control the entire world!" -Taishi, Comic Party English Dub
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AsianBlossom - Posts: 1376
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I have no right to judge. You have our support. 
Just sharing this with us shows that God is working greatly in you.
Just sharing this with us shows that God is working greatly in you.
"Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." 2 Corinthians 4:16-18
"Since the creation of the Internet, the Earth's rotation has been fueled, primarily, by the collective spinning of English teachers in their graves."
"Since the creation of the Internet, the Earth's rotation has been fueled, primarily, by the collective spinning of English teachers in their graves."
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Sheenar - Posts: 2989
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GOD doesn't choose to judge us untill we have passed away, so why should we?-unknown.
I pray that GOD will lead the way and show you the light on who to choose...GOD BLESS YOU!!!
I pray that GOD will lead the way and show you the light on who to choose...GOD BLESS YOU!!!
[color="Red"]If GOD brings you to it, He will bring you through it.- unknown.[SIZE="3"][color="Magenta"][color="Red"][/color][/color][/SIZE]:angel:[/color]
[color="Lime"][color="Lime"]"GOD isn't sitting far away with a magnifying glass, but HE is an ever present GOD" -unknown
-meaning he is with us all the time.[/color][/color]
[color="Magenta"]"If you don't trust your wings, you'll be caught in the mountain."-myself:angel:
meaning- "If you don't trust GOD, you'll be caught in the problem."- myself[/color]
[color="Red"]@)}[/color][color="YellowGreen"]-'-,[/color]
[color="Red"]"The farthest distance between a problem and a solution, is the distance between your knees and the floor."- unknown.[/color]
[color="Lime"][color="Lime"]"GOD isn't sitting far away with a magnifying glass, but HE is an ever present GOD" -unknown
-meaning he is with us all the time.[/color][/color]
[color="Magenta"]"If you don't trust your wings, you'll be caught in the mountain."-myself:angel:
meaning- "If you don't trust GOD, you'll be caught in the problem."- myself[/color]
[color="Red"]@)}[/color][color="YellowGreen"]-'-,[/color]
[color="Red"]"The farthest distance between a problem and a solution, is the distance between your knees and the floor."- unknown.[/color]
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12praiseGOD - Posts: 615
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Thank You all for your love and support. It truly means the world to me!
I am on the forefront of battle against the demons of earth. All Praise and Glory be given to God Forever and Ever!
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