I don't think I deserve to be loved or helped, but it seems like I can no longer see anything but darkness for the past few years.
Due to university, I hardly had time to speak with or talk to anyone, especially my family. And my family is scrambling apart. Recently, they are threatening to kill each other and called polices. My father was arrested and he contemplated everyone who doesn't defend him.
I was too tired to deal with both school and family issues. Sometimes, I think it is better if everyone of my family died, it would be more peaceful that way, but it is very wrong to think that way. Regardless, I kept having thought of giving up life which I know is very wrong. I don't deserve prayer, but there isn't anything I could do. I will just wait until it is time for me to leave this world.
Life is depressing
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Life is depressing
[SIZE="1"]Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs (1 Corinthians 13:4-5)[/SIZE]
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SnEptUne - Posts: 247
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Everyone deserves prayer. So we pray.
Perhaps now is a good time to stay away from the family while things calm down?
Perhaps now is a good time to stay away from the family while things calm down?
"Those who believe will be saved...so they say. Get it?"
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Sister Rosette Christopher
Sorry ladies, already married to HitomiYuriko , but it took both our efforts to come up with daughter Althaia
Please use the Haibane Renmei Lesson Plan
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SP1 - Posts: 861
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I'll be praying man.
Just know, things 'll get better.
so don't give up. cause, you only have one life to live, why not make it great?
Just know, things 'll get better.
so don't give up. cause, you only have one life to live, why not make it great?
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Jman - Posts: 683
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SnEptUne, you have been given a purpose to fulfill, as we all have.....I don't know if you've found it yet, or what is really going on with your life, but I believe that God want's you to rise above and beyond your situation and be who He want's you to be....
Speak to Him as you would a friend, because unlike humans your Creator will never abondon you, even if you feel as though you're talking to the air. He's listening and I believe He will help you through whatever you're going through.........I wish to encourage you with this:
Your Savior died so that you would have a reason to live.....
Will be praying for you......
Speak to Him as you would a friend, because unlike humans your Creator will never abondon you, even if you feel as though you're talking to the air. He's listening and I believe He will help you through whatever you're going through.........I wish to encourage you with this:
Your Savior died so that you would have a reason to live.....
Will be praying for you......
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Danderson - Posts: 1277
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Thanks everyone. I will try my best.
[SIZE="1"]Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs (1 Corinthians 13:4-5)[/SIZE]
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SnEptUne - Posts: 247
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I understand. I've had suicidal thoughts too.
I'll be praying for you, ok?
I'll be praying for you, ok?
[color=purple][font=Tahoma][color=royalblue]"But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint."--[/color]Isaiah 40:31
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~darkelfgirl~ - Posts: 720
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sometimes, you just need to relax, your family will work things out, but in the mean time pray, and help out as much as possible. Will be praying for you and your family.
Footprints in the sand by Carolyn Joyce Carty
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of foot prints in the sand: one belonging to him the other to the lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the foot prints in the sand.
He noticed that name times along the path of his life there was only one set o footprints.
He also noticed that it was at the lowest and saddest times of his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the lord about it:
"lord, you said once i decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But i have noticed during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of foot prints. I dont understand why when i needed you most you would leave me."
The lord replied:
"My son, my precious child, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that i carried you."
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of foot prints in the sand: one belonging to him the other to the lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the foot prints in the sand.
He noticed that name times along the path of his life there was only one set o footprints.
He also noticed that it was at the lowest and saddest times of his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the lord about it:
"lord, you said once i decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But i have noticed during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of foot prints. I dont understand why when i needed you most you would leave me."
The lord replied:
"My son, my precious child, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that i carried you."
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chelle0227 - Posts: 163
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I'll be praying for you as well; as SP1 said, everyone deserves prayer, even if we don't think we do.
RESPECT THE UNBORN AND CHOOSE LIFE...your mother did.
"Do not underestimate the power of the muffin! The muffin will smite all those who question it! The muffin will crush all nay-sayers! He who controls the muffin shall control the entire world!" -Taishi, Comic Party English Dub
"Do not underestimate the power of the muffin! The muffin will smite all those who question it! The muffin will crush all nay-sayers! He who controls the muffin shall control the entire world!" -Taishi, Comic Party English Dub
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Thanks. I wanted to help out, but I don't know how especially since I go to university over 100km away from home. But even if I stay by their side, my parents tend to stay in their room, sometimes locked. And father is getting paranoid about police because he may get into jail for assault.
[SIZE="1"]Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs (1 Corinthians 13:4-5)[/SIZE]
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SnEptUne - Posts: 247
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Hey bro,
I'll be praying!
God says that even if your mother and father abandon, he will never leave you nor forsake you!
God is with you, even if you feel weak right now, he's your rock to lean on!
I'll be praying!
God says that even if your mother and father abandon, he will never leave you nor forsake you!
God is with you, even if you feel weak right now, he's your rock to lean on!
I am on the forefront of battle against the demons of earth. All Praise and Glory be given to God Forever and Ever!
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Also remember that GOD is always there. Jesus died for you. For He loved us first, before we loved Him. So remember you are wonderfully and beautifully made. If GOD gave His life on earth for YOU, you must be of some importance if you know what I mean *hint hint...pushes elbow into side of Sneptune.* Keep strong remeber that GOD has a plan for everyone, and everyone has their own purpose in life. And remeber that GOD will NEVER put you into a problem or trial that you may not get out of with HIS help...he is ALWAYS there for you...suicide is not the answer! here if you feel depressed click on this link see if it helps. GOD LOVES YOU WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT, and GOD said that we should love our neighbor as ourself so were not going to let you down bro, were here for you, if you need help just post, I will try my best, with GOD'S purpose in mind to help you out k/? *smiles and hugs Sneptune.* huggles !!!!
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[color="Red"]If GOD brings you to it, He will bring you through it.- unknown.[SIZE="3"][color="Magenta"][color="Red"][/color][/color][/SIZE]:angel:[/color]
[color="Lime"][color="Lime"]"GOD isn't sitting far away with a magnifying glass, but HE is an ever present GOD" -unknown
-meaning he is with us all the time.[/color][/color]
[color="Magenta"]"If you don't trust your wings, you'll be caught in the mountain."-myself:angel:
meaning- "If you don't trust GOD, you'll be caught in the problem."- myself[/color]
[color="Red"]@)}[/color][color="YellowGreen"]-'-,[/color]
[color="Red"]"The farthest distance between a problem and a solution, is the distance between your knees and the floor."- unknown.[/color]
[color="Lime"][color="Lime"]"GOD isn't sitting far away with a magnifying glass, but HE is an ever present GOD" -unknown
-meaning he is with us all the time.[/color][/color]
[color="Magenta"]"If you don't trust your wings, you'll be caught in the mountain."-myself:angel:
meaning- "If you don't trust GOD, you'll be caught in the problem."- myself[/color]
[color="Red"]@)}[/color][color="YellowGreen"]-'-,[/color]
[color="Red"]"The farthest distance between a problem and a solution, is the distance between your knees and the floor."- unknown.[/color]
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