Things.

[Bap]

Um... Yeah. xD; Haven't made a post here in a while. ;

So... lately, I've been sorta... falling out of it. Haven't been reading my Bible daily, and I haven't been going to church as often... and on top of all of this, my life's just sorta kinda... been... down. xD; Like... I dunno, I haven't been doing well in school, and I didn't feel like there was anything for me to do anymore... @o@ I guess... sorta like I didn't have a purpose? D:

And I've been doing okay since yesterday since I went to church, but I dunno... I think I still need some help? xD; So prayer on that would be nice as well... @o@a

And.. um. Well, there's also my thought sticky things. D: Which... I guess if you don't know, basically are bad thoughts that get into my head and won't leave. Dx And usually what I do is I sorta just... reason 'em out? D: But lately it's been getting harder to do, and I think tonight I've kinda got one into my head that I can't reason out. Dx And it's kinda scary and freaky, and it sucks I've been going on like this for more than a year and I'm finally stuck and can't move. And... yeah.

Prayer and whatnot would be wonderful, please. <3

[AsianBlossom]

I know what it's like battling thoughts...nasty buggers. I'll keep you in my prayers.

Spending time at church praising and worshipping God helps...also, the devil hates Latin, so if you can find some Latin music or Latin prayers, that could help.

[Okami]

I understand how it is, Bap...not reading the Bible as I should or going to church regularly, and fighting thoughts....and, yeah, you're not alone fighting through all this.
I'll be praying

[Blitzkrieg1701]

Spiritual slumps are no fun at all, neither is fighting it out with one's own mind. I'll be praying for you on both counts.

[Danderson]

Will be praying for you....Remember that even if you don't feel too good, your Savior is still there, waiting to talk with you again...Whenever you're feeling that way, ask Him to fill you with His spirit...

[Bap]

@o@a Really, he hates Latin?

And, thanks all. <3

I'd really like it if people kept praying. I'm still kinda like... I dunno, my progress is all over the place. xD; Like one of those line charts that spike up and down? Sometimes I'm really happy and okay, but then sometimes I get kinda scared, sad, and really lonely, and I keep getting those weird like... fear of the inevitable feelings? >_oa do people know what I mean? xD;

Butyeah, thanks all. <3

[Bap]

Er... sorry, for double posting, but I.. I dunno, I feel this is kinda important to me. xD;

But um... for the past few days, I've kinda gotten into these feelings where I like.. I dunno, like I said in my last post, where I get these feelings of being really scared, and sad, and lonely, and then I feel really cornered, and I have no idea what to do, and I just start crying. @_@; Like I've run into a dead end? D:

So... I guess to tack onto my list of prayer request stuff, could that be prayed for? @_@; Like... I'm kinda scared I'll kinda go into one of my crying things in the middle of class tomorrow. xD;; And... yeah. D: I really just want all of this to go away... @_@;