Postby Okami » Tue Aug 14, 2007 5:56 pm
Yeah, I understand completely. At least you're making an effort by telling people here about your problems. I struggled for 4 1/2 years before I came to the [Christian] sites I frequent asking for prayer. That began to help improve the situation, but not get rid of it.
Almost exactly a month ago I went to my youth group and confessed to everything. Since then, I know everyone's got my back, and between them, I have three really close friends who have been willing to take a stand and help me beyond everyone else, Accountability Partners.
APs are a Godsend, if you're willing, try and get some people you can trust and talk to outside of phonecalls and IM. I never thought I'd be willing to tell people of my addiction without being ridiculed, but I was surprised at the help and encouragement I recieved. It's a reliever to talk to someone face-to-face, as painful as it might be. (Oh trust me, I bawled when confessing to the group, it was the most painful thing I've ever done)
Keep strong, stay alert, I'm still prayin'!~