nightblade wrote:I've been going to church and stuff for about 6 months now (my youth group) and 2 1/2 years with my church choir and even though I've done the retreats, camps, and all that I've been feeling like a fake.
I think I might never have actually recieved Christ so I hope anyone will pray that I find some truth or insight.
Also if you guys can suggest verses/books to help, that'd be great. Thanks
Awwww! I have a suggestion for you: have some of your Christian friends pray with you while holding hands, and ask that Christ and the Lord both be accepted into your heart. I used to feel the same way you did because I did this on my own, but when I had friends there holding my hand, it made the difference. Oooooh, even though I am not Baptist, you may try getting Baptized - this shows a commitment to the Lord. (Suggestions only, you do not have to do them if you feel uncomfortable.)
As for parts of the Bible, I suggest Acts - Saul/Paul being spiritually reborn into the Lord's love. It is not only a good read but you can identify with it! ]
[size=84]I shall also pray for you! Good luck!