Lately I've felt somewhat...cold, towards God. Like I can't feel His presence or love or anything. The songs that used to bring a tear to my eye in appreciation of Christ's sacrifice do not anymore. I don't know why, but I want to grow close to Him and feel His presence at all times. I want the motivation to study each day, and I want stronger faith. I just ask that you pray for me, and if you have any advice, I'm open to it. Everything seems so surreal to me when it comes to eternity that at times, I wonder if it is all just a dream. It scares me in a way, that I can't feel God nearby, and my concience is on standby - I have not felt guilty for doing wrong nearly as much lately. That scares me.
P.S. - Asking for God to improve your faith is dangerous; everytime I do, a hard time comes my way, but I come out of it stronger!