I was at work today, not really paying attention to the radio...when all of a sudden..I do.
Its kinda stupid, I guess, but I cant help but get depressed when I hear a love song. All it does is make me remeber the "good times", when I could say I had a girl. I mean, when I DID, she was crazy about me. She had showed me a song that she likes, said it reminded her of me ([url=Untitled ''Hey Now']http://www.smartlyrics.com/Song290879-FM-Static-Hey-Now-Secret-Song-Lyrics.aspx[/url], by FM Static), and when I heard it, I couldnt help but laugh, cause..I finally had a girl that liked me! I was ESTATIC!
The thing was, she was too young, and worse, my parents were (are) over protective. So, they cut it off. But I didnt care how old she was, I wasnt going to do anything I shouldnt have, regardless of age.
The point is, that for me all it takes is one memory of her and Im thrown into a chain of deppression. Bad enough anywhere, let alone work. And 90% of every song seems to be some kinda love song, and they play the same ones all day! AND I HATE IT!
Its that when I was with her, I couldnt be happier. I thought that if I wanted and valued somthing enough that there would be no reason why I couldnt have it. And there was no (worldy) thing I valued more than her!
Guess now I feel rather stupid thinking that, now.